"This is where it all begins" (31/12/2009)

Well guys its that time of year again,
Christmas is over & we're ready to say goodbye to one year
And bring in the next!

2010 seems to feel like a positive year for people,
With big & bold things in store, so I hope it stays that way :)
This new years is a bit of a downer for me because,
I feel like I'm saying goodbye to my childhood,
I'm 18 next year so I'm free to go out next new years eve &
Travel and god knows what else it will bring :p
It just reminds me of an old seaworld advert that used to be on tele,
It said "childhood lasts ****** of days (don't remeber the exact number) so make it unforgettable" or
Something along those lines!
And even when I wasn't very old it always used to make me appreciate how short life was,
Because I don't really think we ever feel as if were growing up until
It comes to birthdays and your realising your age & how much time has passed,
Without you even realising!
But I think its good aswell because your moving on to the next chapter of your life!
'As one door closes another one opens'

Well I've had some amazing times in 2009 &
Although I haven't blogged from the start of the year,
I hope that I've captured enough of the good times for me to
Look back on :)

2010 is surely guna bring good times, bad times (we're not human without them),
Tears, happiness, new friends, new experiences, a new outlook!

I'd like to thank everyone who's read my blog this year,
Hopefully you'll continue to in 2010,
Drop me a message or friend request if you have a blog too,
Twitter: MiloKnowsBest
Tweet me if you've got anything to say! Positive or negative ;)

I'm guna try and get back into adding photos next year,
Coz they brighten up the blog a little :)
Just that when I blog on my phone I don't have the option too (N)

I wish everyone a happy new year for tonight!
& I hope that 2010 brings everything that you want, and more!

Yours Truely
Confessions of a Bloodclat!! ;)

Hmmmmmm (28/12/2009)

Welll I can't think of a decent name for this blog....
Its 2.40pm and I'm sat in the living room watching this random film with my dad,
Not doing anything today & I'm in one of them moods where you just randomly
Zone out & daydream :p.
Its pretty grey & dark outside so its making my mood a bit wierd!
Its cold aswell D:

Well I'm off to meadowhall again tomorrow with my mum to get some more clothes,
My dad also wants some stuff so I've gotta go shopping for him coz he's not coming!
To Get List:
Dads stuff
Hollister stuff
Scrapbook
Jeans
And a california sweattop!!!!
Whoop loving american style as per usual ;)

I need to organise myself for tomorroe &
Gotta take some pictures of the stuff that dad wants,
So I'm off!
Adios :)

It's all over (27/12/2009)

Hello,
Havent blogged since xmas eve but been far to busy!

So christmas day, got up opened my presents,
Went to my Nanna & Grandads for dinner,
and then to my aunties to open even more presents!
Present's are as follows....
Total of £400 Cash
Cirque Du Soleil Tickets
Leona Lewis Tickets (But had them in november)
Jack Wills £30 Voucher
Catherine Tate DVD
Michael Mcintyre DVD
Diesel: Only the brave Gift Set
Box of Lindt Chocolate
Michael Jackson's: This Is It CD
Leona Lewis: Echo CD
Alicia Keys: The Element Of Freedom CD
A Pot Money box
Quatro Titanium Razor
Knee High Ski Socks ( for warmth) :p
2 Pairs of other socks
I can't remeber anymore :/

I wasn't feeling very well while we was there & later at night,
I fell asleep at the dining table on the chairs :| Loool Bad times :/

But Then............................

Boxing day!
Amelia Stayed over Last night
Got up at 4.50Am Went to Jack Wills in Nottingham for 6.20AM, Waited till 7 for it to openn! Then, as we was in the first 100 to be in store we got an extra 20% off sale prices :D
So I brought 2 Hoodies, A shirt & a Seasonnaires Tshirt :)
Amelia Got a Hoodie & a Seasonnaires Tshirt!
We both made massive savings <3

Then we got back in the car an off to meadhowhall it was!
We waited for Auntie Jane, Nanna & Elliot,
To get there, and then we went to get some breakfast (well a sausage roll from greggs) and then the shopping began!
Found some sneakers for elliot in foot locker and he brought them out of his money!
In Hollister I got a long sleeved T-shirt for £24 Which I thought was good :)
Amelia again found a little reduced section & manages to get a hollister T-shirt for £9.90 :O Nice one!

So after My mum, Nanna & Auntie had finished, Me & mum took Nanna home, showed grandad our stuff, and then came home! I went to bed at 8pm as I was nackered!!!

Today.....
I woke up at 8 but fell back asleep,
then amelia, Auntie & Mum got back from going out at about 11am
So I got up to see them, theyd been buying again in the "NEXT" (the shop) sale :p

So now mum's making me Lasagne & Garlic bread :D
Ive just ripped My MJ CD onto Itunes, So guna have another listen to that :)

Christmas 2009 - DONE <3
"Roll On New Year"

Xmas Eve........... (24/12/2009)

Everywhere I go,
Every Smile I see,
I know you are there,
Smiling back at me,
Dancing in moonlight,
I know you are free,
Coz I can see your start shining down on me :)
<3 Janet Jackson at 6.30 in the morning :D

Well.....................
I went to bed at like midnight! Last night/this morning!
& I haven't slept since!
I was on twitter on my blackberry, & then hear mum come downstairs,
this was at 4,
So I came down had a yoghurt & then some egg fried rice!
Bear in mind that this was at 4.30AM :|
Then ever since then Ive been on the laptop,
Coz mums gone to sleep in my bed, coz dad's snoring too loud!
But she's gotta get up at 7, which is only half an hour away now :)
But tbh Im feeling alright atm!
Itll hit me later tho Im sure!

Ahhhh Glee "dont stop believing" just came on itunes :D
I'm guna be jolly now!!!!!
Feel like dancing, but dads jst got up so he'll think I'm crazy 8-)

Ermmmmm So yeah its actually Christmas Eve!
The real countdown to christmas has begun!
Under 24 hours left now till the "BIG DAY" ahahah
Itll be over before you know it, It always is :/
But then I guess weve got boxing day sales & New years eve to look forward to :)
& then 2010 See what comes of that year!

But for now theres still quite a while of 2009 left, so guna enjoy it while I can!

Will finaly get to give mum her Whitney Houston Tickets tomorrow, & I can actually talk about being exited for it :D <3 I proper can't wait to go but I cant say anything because of mum not knowing im going :(
But tomorrow it'll all be over :)
So yuss thats all I have got to say really :)
Ill probably blog tomorrow night,
But not sure If ill remeber, or get time!
Coz ill be partying on down with the family (H)

So Hope everyone has a really good christmas!
To everyone who reads this anyway, LUCY & MARSHY you would be included,
BUT you stopped blogging, so It doesnt apply to you!

Christmas Eve.... Eve (23/12/2009)

Did you ever as a child get hyped up over 'christmas eve,eve'?
Looool the 23rd of december!
When really there's nothing to be exited about you make it eve,eve
Just to make it sound like its closer than it really is :p

Thinking back I do miss the old christmas's
Thinking santa was coming down the chimney/or back door for those without!
Not being able to sleep then waking up at like 5am
& being told to go back to bed coz it was to early!
& you felt like you life was over coz you had to wait 2 more hours :p

But now its nothing compared to that, you see the year fly by,
You feel yourself getting older & older! Wondering
What next years guna bring, hoping for a positive year but
There's always some form of crap that brings you down!

Now christmas is more about trying to forget the year your heading out of,
& bracing yourself for the year to come!
The magic of christmas is no longer there :/

Maybe when you have your own family you get to live it through
The eyes of your kids & partner!!

But for now the 'christmas magic' is dead :(

Doesn't mean to say you don't have a good time :D
With all the family & time of work/ school,
One day out of everyday life where you can chill
Fully take it easy!!!

& I guess that no matter how bad life gets,
Or how much we deny it, we all love christmas despite the cons!
Mostly its positives all round!
So get festive & enjoy it while it lasts :) <3

I feel like a kid again........ (21/12/2009)

It's just turned midnight &
I'm under my covers (tent style)
On my phone (H)
Reminding me of when I was little & used to stay up with
My torch making up adventure stories :D
Exept I'm doing it tonight because its fully artic!!!!
We've had the biggest fall of snow yesterday,
So when I wake up later hoping that there's gna be more :D

Amelia stayed over this weekend, we had joke night on
Saturday! Trying to sing 'send it on' and amelias
Voice nrly cracking because it was so high ahahaahh!
We recorded a version of 'for good' aswell which sounded alright!

So today I'm hoping to wake up at a decent time!
So that I don't miss half the day :)
Might actually venture out tomorrow!
Yeah I know what's up with me wanting to go out? :p
Fun times!

But as for now, I'm guna go on twitter, check my E-mails
& then get some sleep!
Night All...

COLD!!!! (18/12/2009)

Well its only just gone midnight,
But still another day another blog!
Blogging @ this time of night is better for me,
Because ur head is clearer when ur in bed, and u
Think about things more!

Its absolutely freezing tho :(
Mum says its gna be -4 degrees today :|
My feet already feel like blocks of ice,
Sure I've got frost bite on my right big toe!
Its killing!

Well its official today is guna be my last day at college,
& its also exactly one week till xmas day :O
No idea where this years gone!
I'm already half way through my first year at High Pavement,
And its nearly 2010!
What scares me more is that if I wouldve stayed on the BND dance
Course, I wouldve been going to uni next year!
Jeez I'm getting old! 18 in six months, time definately flies!
And I now more than ever understand the saying
'lifes to short' because it really is!
I need to start learning to try and ignore or
Resolve the little things that bother me,
Because before I know it ill be wondering why I wasted
So much time letting things drag me down!
But I think 2010 will be a good year for me :)
A lot of positivity going into this one!

I'm getting up at 6, going to college got maths, then film,
Need to nip into the card factory to get a gift envelope
& card to put mums xmas present in :)
Forgot about getting one, so tomorrows the last oppertunity!

early start! So I need to sleep now!
I'm already nasty enough in a morning when I'm tired :p
But hey who isn't (A)

The first snow of winter (17/12/2009)

Awww I love 'the first snow of winter' movie thing'
soo cute :p

today was meant to go to college but I only hAve media'
& theyre doing the second half of a test and I havent started it'
so theres no point!!
Ive not been up long & its already 1.30pm I can sleep for england!
Got the radio on & chilling with a coffe (H)
all i want for christmas is coming on in a min ahahhaah
best xmas song ever??
I handed in my film coursework on wednesday so im hoping I get a good mark :/
last day tomorrow :D 2 lessons film & maths, and were supposed to be doing something 'fun'
dunno how much fun it will be tho :|
better than hard work I guess tho!!

I reAlly want to watch a film later!!!
I keep forgeting to watch one tho :(

Oh 1 more thing E4 played the first episode of 'glee'!!!
It was really good!!! Cant wait for it to start properly next year :)

This could be the start of something....(15/12/2009)

I can feel my heart is jumping,
Want to walk but can't stop running,
Ooooo can't stop running,
Good to be a part of something,
Once upon a time was nothing,
This could be the start of something,
This could be the start of something good! <3

Yesss todays the day!
In a few short hours ill be getting up & ready
For britains got talent audition in birmingham with leah :)
Got a good feeling, worked hard to produce something in time,
And I like what we've got so you never know, dreams could come true!
Just know that we both go as hard as we can, and. Hopefulyy they'll see
Some potential in us :)

Well I'm guna try & sleep now!
Need all the luck I can get!
Nightttttttttttt!

A nice change (14/12/2009)

"Yesterday" as its past midnight now,
Woke up feeling dreadful (no suprise)
And did some film CW! Still nowhere near finished :/
But then mum came to pick me up & went over to my nannas
To see lucy,beth,alison & malcolm! Our friends from derby :)
Had some tea and a laugh & was good fun!!
Then we went back to my aunties to get a charger for this phone they've given my mum &
Then came home!
Watched tele & attempted to do more for film but it didn't happen!

So I'm now laying in bed, freezing & bunged up :/
Wondering if ill make it into college today!
I don't even enjoy the time off but I feel 10 times
Worse when I'm sat in college!
Really does weaken your body!
I've got 'britains got talent' audition in birminghan,
With leah tomorrow aswell :/
I really don't feel up 2 it but so determined. To go,
We've put in the hours & its far to good oppertunity to miss!
'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger'
So I'm guna have to suck it up & show them what were capable of!

Joe won xfactor last night aswell bless him!
He is really good tho, and his version of 'the climb'was better than Olly's!

Ateempting 2 sleep is guna be unsucessful as I can't breathe!!
My nose just doesn't let any air in :@
But gotta try or again will have no chance of making it to college!
In goes the 'cough sweet' and I'm off to sleep (yn)
Nighttttttt

"that's a wrap" (12/12/2009)

Welllll its been a long week despite hardly being at college for any of it (N)
didnt go in for my first 2 lessons today, meaning i missed maths & film......
But film was cancelled anyway,so only really missed maths. But ive bad
no maths lessons this week so i am guna be majorly behind next week!!!!!
Finished our britains got talent dance :) finally! Just gotta tweak it,
but apart from that we're ready! So bring on tuesday!!
Had my last dance lesson of the year today!
Did a mock exam & i had no idea how to write my stuff down,
so i dont even want to know my mock mark!
Plus i havent even done the practical which is 60% of the final mark!
So there really is no point with this mock!
But ahhh well life goes on!!!!

Ive just realised it 4.30Am so i really should be asleep & not blogging.......
But my boduly clocks been thrown off & im struggling to get back into a rehular sleeping pattern:(
xfactor final today! Hoping joe wins :)
I bet i wont get up till like 4 in the afternoon today so wont have a long wait :p

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Now im guna attempt the impossible & try and sleep, at least before the sun comes up!!
Night all!!!!

The resting is over (10/12/2009)

Yup the resting is over,
had 2 verrrry nice days of college :) but im backtomorrow!
Dont think imguna make it to form tomorrow, just for media which is my actual lesson.
Done nothing but slept over the past 2 days but its felt good :)
caught up on my sleep so should be ready to go in the morning.
Im getting up at 8 coz i need a bath and a shave! So gotta leave plenty of time!
Last dance lesson on friday & weve got a mock exam!
Wont be there on tuesday as got britains got talent auditon :D
feeling a lot happier with it this year, becausebLeah & I got a good routine
prepared and i think that we both know we worked our hardest!
So whatever the outcome were guna keep a positive attitude!
Just to be infront of the judges would be more than I ever want!
I think its just the experience of knowing somebody important has seen you,
and your being told it from the best!
Its harder for dancers tho because there is a wide variety of very talented dancees out there &
youve literally gotta be the best of the best to even stand a chance :/
but fingers crossed you never know how far you can go if you put yourself out there!

Well im currently in bed, cant sleep as ive been used to not needing to be up,
tomorrow might be a killer (N) wondering where I can go on holiday next year,
dont want the holiday of a lifetime, just somewere cheap and cheerful
to get away for a week or weekend!
Looking forward to thw future asthis year comes to an end!!
So keeping positive and pushing on!!!!
2010 will be bigger better & have lots more exiting things in store :D

Keep Smiling, Keep Shining......... (07/12/2009)

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure!
That's what friends are for. For good times & bad times,
Ill be on your side forever more. That's what friends are for!
Ahhhhh What a tune!!! Need a bit of old tunage in your life :)

So lets seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
Sunday, didn't get up till like 2.45,
and dinner was ready at 3.30 :)
So that was the first thing I had to eat :)
Watched Xfactor, Happy that Danyl Left :D

Today was shocking............ I went to college for 9,
Media was so slow and long, Ive realised that i dont have a clue what im doing lol!
I shouldn't laugh but what else can you do really?
Film was ok,.,,,, but all we did was watch "love actually"
and I have that on DVD, So i couldve done that at home in bed :/
Just some lessons we have seem very pointless!

Tomorrow I don't think I'm going in not feeling well (N)
Need to sleep it off!!!!!

Sorted Xmas present out for mum (H)
2 tickets to whitney houston (H)
Deffo guna love it :D

Lots to look forward to next year :)
Feb - Chipmunk
March - Tinchy Stryder
April - Whitney Houston
May - Alicia Keys?
June - Leona Lewis
July - London with lucy?

Alicia Keys and london havent been booked yet, but we're still planning on going,
So hopefully if everything goes to plan then It'll all be gravy :D

2010 looks like its guna be one of the best yet :D
Peace outtttttt!

Used to dream about being a millionaire, without a care (05/12/2009)

Morning!
I've only just come up to bed,
Been listening to itunes for hours on end!
A lot of the songs have made me think about a lot of things,
I don't want to go as far as ' reassesing my life'!
But I've done some major thinking about my future plans!
As for after college I don't have a clue but.....
I've decided that I want to stay & complete both years!
I want to get 3 full AS levels! Regardless of uni!
Because I think that they will majorly benefit me!!!!
I've got a lot planned for next year already, and I think that
I will enjoy college a lot more when I've got a lot of different things
To look forward to :)
I think I've been thinking about all the things I want to do in life,
But far to early! Like major holidays, roadtrips, moving out, full timr work ETC!
I'm trying to achieve all this as a 17 year old! And unfortunately 'there's is a mountain high enough,!
I think that for once I'm setting goals for myself!
But the goals that I'm setting are way to high!
Pffffft I can't do nothing right really :/ (N)
But yeah I've kinda got my head screwed on &
Need to get my work ready for the deadlines!
Got some rehearsing for dance, my film project and media revision!
Exam on the 13th january :| as iffffff!
Need to go over key concept and other crap!
Right I'm actually falling asleep :(
Could write loads more but I'm zonked!!
Off to catch some Z's BIZZLE!!

CBA (02/12/2009)

Hey,
I wanna leave college deffo!!!!
Its actually doing my head in (N)
Everyone is already giving up on lessons and
I swear that I'm failing everything already!
What is the point in waiting till the end of the
Year to find out I've gotta do 3 AS subjects again :|
Not guna be good times if that happens!
I'm just tired of comming and feeling like I haven't learnt anything!
Hopefully some oppertunities will come up next year!
Because I am not feeling staying here!

December already :| (30/11/2009)

Heyyyy!
Been a long day and I've only had 2 lessons :|
Got to college at 10.45 and had media then lunch then film!
Film was quite good today but felt verrrrrry long!
Watcvhed the trailer for alice in wonderland (new version)
On the bus now! Just left victoria centre!
I can't believe that its practically december already! Soon be 2010 :|
Life really is to short :/
Need to properly sort out next year,
I don't know if 2 stay at college or work full time!
I need & want money, and I'm not aiming to go to uni,
So I don't really see the point in doing A2 aswell!
It's a lot to think about tho so I just need to sort out the pros and cons of each :/
I used to think that working at 16 was a bad thing,
But I see now that it gives you a good financial start in life,
I do think that education is very important! But I don't know
If its really the right choice for me!
Its hard becausde everyones different, and you can't follow other
People at this age. You have to make your own rules &
Choices and go about things as you see best!
But I guess what will be will be.
Just hoping I make the right choice whatever happens!
Sayonaraaaa
' Think think think '

Speed....... (27/11/2009)

Oki soooo its like 11.35,
Meaning I've got 25 mins to write this blog
Before it goes into tomorrow! So major rushing!
Would like to take the oppertunity now to apologise
For any spelling mistakes that I make!
I get a bit careless when blogging!
Also when I post of my blackberry (like now) I tent to
Miss the keys a lot so don't think I've been deprived of an
Education its just lazyness!!!

Righht well today leona lewis ticketsd went on sale :|
What a freaking palavour!
Rang every minuete for an hour & 15 mins! The website crashed &
Even gigs & tours was down due to high demand!
But finally at 12.15 managed to get into the queue on the phone
& managed to get 2 :D
Block BBB which is the centre block so should be a good view :)
Just gotta wait till june now ahah :)
Had a good rehearsal with leah for britains got talent aswell :)
Finally piecing things together!
We did again have a little mess around but made a nice dance
Video so its all good!
Right right right!
Deffo off to sleep now!
Eyes are dying after writing this :p
Nightttttt (H)

pointless :| (26/11/2009)

On the bus againnnn :)
Not feeling missing the 3.50 one
So I got the 4.05 one instead :)
Media was boring, and went too see what my report was like after...
And got boxed in a corner by alex,laura and zoe looool!
Tricking me into thinking my report was bad, when it blates wasn't :D
Actually getting positive reports for once in my life :O
Making me feel soooo much better :D
Going to the cinema at 6.50 with staceeey :)
Her mum, sam and andy are going aswell, so should deffo be eventful!! :p
Going to see paranormal activity which everyone seems to be raving about!
'Makes you sleep with the lights on' apparently!
So will soon find out!
Booking leona tickets deffo in the morning :) tried this morning on presale buy
Didn't like the seat location! So hopefully better ones in general sale :D
Right I'm off before I get travel sickkk!!!
Later dudes (H)

let me go home..... (24/11/2009)

Heyyyyy
So I'm currently on the pronto rushing this blog,
Before we get to newstead where there's no signal :/
Just passing sherwood atm :)
Been a looooong day today :/ really tired and wanna sleep!
Day off tomorrow tho :)
Just remembered I've got dancing tonight,
So rang Lauren to check she's still going :)
Mum said she's guna cook me a light dinner & then take away after :)
Defoooo on it fam!!!
I can't believe how dark it is to say its only 5ish (N) literally pitch!

Dance was quite good today seeing all the solos and group pieces :)

Actually roasdting on this bus :@

Butttt I'm off now as need 2 eat my bacon crisps and biscuits lool <3
Goodbyeeeee :)

I like to party, Everybody Does (8) (23/11/2009)

Ahhhh had a funny day today :)

Media was shocking as per usual,

But in film we had to make a new concept for a film experience!
And We came up with I.Cinema, Interative cinema (H)
James presented our project in his "presenting" voice, and made me laugh so much!
"Join the harry potter flight, complete with wind & a broomstick" LMAOOOOO!
Classic times!

Just watched Hannah's singing video on youtube www.youtube.com/acitybythesea <>
She's really good jelous much!!!!!!
But when lucy can drive we're going to yorkshire to Vlog in a field! Could we get much cooler? (H) loool
Very Very Very Tired but feeling alright!
Guna go in the bath soon then off to bed after Im a celebrity!
Sorted out the finances for leona tickets this week :D
Actually guna make my year! Concert I've been waitig for, for 2 years <3
Deffo guna be amazing!!!
Can't waittttttt!!!!!
"I gotta take a chance tonight, so I'm doing me myself and I can't wait no more, sitting all alone, man I really hope, HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME! "

If I Could Wish For One Thing......(22/11/2009)

Id take the smile that you bring,
Wherever you go in this world,
I'll come along!
Together we dream the same dream,
Forever I'm here for you,
Your here for me,
Oho oh oh
Two Voices, One Song!!!! (8)

Rehearsed my dance again today :) Confident and ready to tackle michelle with it!!!

JEdward have finally gone from Xfactor, although I did feel sorry for them tonight, as they was really upset, but its the publics fault for keeping them in this long :/

Just watching "adrenaline junkie" Jack Osbourne and Fam!
Ozzy giving me joke!!!!
So Im guna run a bath now, and go to bed soon to prepare for college tomorrow (N)

Goodnight bleds!!!!!

I'll Sing It One Last Time For You! (21/11/2009)

Ive been trying to sort out Blogger on my Blackberry, But it wouldnt work at first.
But now I've finally got it sorted, so should be blogging more often :)

This weeks been a bit mad, sorting stuff out with family & stuff!

College week went rather quick, which was good as it normally drags to hell!!!!

Starbucks again this week of course........

Leona Lewis tickets come out next thursday so I'm desperatly seeking finances so that I can buy 2 tickets!!!!!!!

Meant to have dancing tomorrow but I think Im leaving because it's too much going to nottingham 6 days a week! and on a sunday I'm out of the house too long because of the bus's!

Got a new Blackberry last night, coz the one I had was faulty. The R key stopped working :/ & the trackpad was dodgey! My new one's trackpad is still a bit dodgey, but maybe after time it will sort its self out!!

Watched free willy earlier today!!! What a classic :P Im just watching the "come dine with me" Omnibus! Last episode so finding out the winner.

1Xtra on sunday : Still not sorted out the transport or anything yet! Deffo need to speak to leah about that!!

Im really looking forward to next week, especially if I get these tickets it will actually make my year!!!!!

Mum went to see Beyonce last night and said it was incredible! She got me a poster (H) Deffo be going up on my wall!!

I need to sort out my Alevel Solo for Dance now, So gotta go!
Gotta have 1min for tuesday, and so far I havent even got any research Ooops!

Byeeeeeeee
"can you keep up"?

Fake Your Way To The Top (16/11/2009)

Hellooooooooooo :)
Haven't blogged in a while again!!!!

Had my maths exam on friday which went well surprisingly! Results in january!!!
Went to kieran's 18th on friday night!
Was really good, but I've realised that I can't lie anymore..... I AM A LIGHTWEIGHT!!!!!
1 Big bottle of smirnoff ice, 1 small WKD, 1 double vodka and coke & 3 shot's of apple sours, and was verging on bladdered! Thank god we left when we did, last thing I remeber was dancing on the stairs and Imahn shouting "Go milooooo" Jeeeez!!!!
Really good times tho :)
Saturday I stayed in bed, and sunday completely forgot about dancing on sunday, not good!!!!!1

Today at college was rather shocking, all my stuff is still at leah's so hopefully getting half of it back tomorrow, I got to college had to sing this register, because I forgot my Student ID! So if i forget it again then I get sent home apparently : Soz!!!!!!!
Starbucks tomorrow with leah!!! That's literally the highlight of my week :P

Oh yeahhh got my Blackberry Curve 8520 on friday, although didnt get to set it up till saturday!!!!! Absolutely love it, don't know how I coped with a normal phone before Blackberry's they are pretty immense to be frank :D
Dunno when my first bill's coming through.... apparently it starts on 1st of december so hopefully ill get billed 1st of jan??? (A) loool Maybe it's first of december tho not sure :/

Dance tomorrow, guna be effort!!!! Then media last lesson eurrrrgh!!!! It drags majorly I swear Im in there like 3 hours!!!!!!

But yeah another day another challenge, still healthy & all is good so nothing major to complain about!!!
Peace out Boy scout!!!!
"boom shaka lacka boom boom"

Counting 1,2,3............ (10/11/2009)

I had my key skills exam this morning :
Came home straight after!!
Im so tired coz I didn't sleep last night :/
Struggling to stay awake now, and I'v got dancing later (N)
Watching friends and trying to sleep on thr wooden floor : loool it's not good :P
Right said fred,
I'm off!
"Close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the cord"

Meet Me At The Hotel Room? (07/11/2009)

Bloooooooooogerrrrrrrrrr!!!!
I've had my typical weekend, yes that includes 6million hours in bed!
I didn't get up till like 3, and havnt really done much since :/

I've decided im going to cancel my contract, Because for £5 more a month,
I can have a Blackberry, with unlimited internet, texts and 300 mins calltime!
So My contract expires on 7th of november, and there's 2 more bills to pay then it's done!
So After this next bill comes out, Im gna try and get this contract deal :)

Hopefully it will still be available because £30 is far to much!!!!

Going to Spritzer tomorrow with Natalie for the first class :)
Hopefully guna be another street routine like we did in the audition :D
leaving here at like 11.10 getting 11.30 bus to notts!
Then finish at 3 so getting 4.15 bus home :)
Gives me something to do on sundays now, so I won't be putting on stupid amounts of weight or getting fat. Because I don't do half as much as I used to so getting a bit unhealthy in my old age ;)

Got my Key skills exam on tuesday, at the christian centre, NO IDEA where it is :P
Maths exam on friday! Did my mocks at home earlier got 28/40 on first paper,
then 38/40 on second paper! So I feel much more confident whooop!
And I've realised that doing the actual papers helps u learn things,
believe it or not :O!
I think for once I'm in the right frame of mind to learn things, coz I seem to be taking a lot more in , & being able to use my own initiative to complete things.
Just little things I notice now, but It's all been for the good so far, So hopefully nothing will go down then pan!!!!!

Still hoping tht I get this job at Schuh that I applied for :/
Temporary work could lead to me being kept on, which would be the biggets break ever!
I actually don't think I'd have much to moan about tbh! Which is a shock for me, but It seems money/job is the only thing im missing at the moment, Because I can't help mum out, or do things that I want to do, because I don't feel right asking for money!
But when I get a job it will all change :)
So just hoping this could be the right time for me!

(8) No time to wait on the side,
watching it all pass me by,
I'm guna be in the game, Watch me play it!,
I'm coming with it you know,
let's get to starting the show,
Turn up the lights hit the stage no more waiting :D!!!! (8)

Still loving all these songs that people have never heard of but mean a lot to me....

(8) It's my turn now, and you know that I'm ready,
It's my turn now yeah I'm strong, and I'm steady,
Break down the walls, gunna go for it ALL,
It's my time guna shine, show you how,
Because it's my turn now! (8)

If there was ever a song to keep you positive there it is :D

Watching this last episode of "American Dad" The im off to bed!
Ten mins to go! It seem to have a habbit of going to bed at 00.00 on weekends!
Midnight seems to do it for me (H) "Cool Bean"

Laterrrr Peopleeeeee
"I'm just keeping it real" ""NAH AH FOR WHO :S"
Loool <3

No Matter How Hard It Gets, We Gotta Fight... (05/11/2009)

Now Everyday Aint G'un Be No Picnic!
Love Aint No Walk In The Park!
All You Can Do Is Make The Best Of It!
CAN'T BE AFRAID OF THE DARK!

Tell me about it!
Well today started off teribly,
My first bus didn't come on time :(
Then 2 came at once so the one I got on,
Had to be packed didn't it!
So yeah I rushed to college :@
went into town after form, and filled in an application form so Schuh!
Which made me late for media :
I didn't even bother walking back to college because I was so late!
I don't know what I was playing at :

But on the bright side....
The Application for SCHUH!
And yes there is actually vacancies!
So I'm literally begging for a place!
It's really good money, Leah works there so I know theyre flexible with shifts!
This is only for an Xmas temp,
But Hopefully if i did get a Temp job, I would be able to stay on!
Im begging literally :( :(
I want this job more than anything!
Ive also seen a job in mansfield
10-4on a saturday 6 quid an hour!
So I think im gna take a CV to there aswell,
You never know!
BUT IF THERE IS A GOD!
GIMMIE THIS JOB!!!!!!!
Despo despo!
But ive got a good feeling,
so things might actually be looking up!

So I've got college tomorrow,
last day before weekend so hopefully will be good!
Oh I got into Spritzer dance :D
I had my audition on wednesday with Natalie,
and we both got in :D
And Ive got my britains got talent letter :)
They came today so Leah & I Got 5 weeks to make up a routine :D
Hopefully we'll smash it :D

Over and out!
"We need a change yeah, do it today yeah,I can feel my spirit rising"

1Xtra...... (03/11/2009)

Hey :)
It's 1.37am I have college today, but can't sleep so thought i'd ipod blog aain :)!!!!

Sunday was amazing!!!!!!
Was supposed to get up at 4 but got a text at 3 so got up even earlier!
Went in the bath had breakfast & got ready!
Went to the bus station for 5.50am and met mel, the coach pulled off :| we stopped him & he waited until raquel came! He did leave early, but fair enough i shouldve told him we was getting on : but anyway got into sheff & went to the arena in the queue for the BBC1Xtra:live free tickets :D ! It was freezing and pouring it down but we braved it for 2 hours!!!
We got the tickets in a matter of seconds
& tried to dry out! But it didnt work!
We then got interviewed by the radio people, so guna listen out for us on that station :D
Then.........
We walked back to Meadowhall and went to primark to get some new clothes loool! Well i got another sweat top so i was a lot warmer :) we went in the apple shop & took pics & a vid on the iphones & emailed it to ourselves :p ill put them up if i remember :)
Starbucks was the last stop of the day! sat and chilled and talked before going back for the coach well.......
There was a mix up & we missed the coach to get us to the other side of shefield :/ luckily there
Was a bus so we payes £1.80 to get to sheffield interchange and caught the bus home which was packed!
Got home & thort i was gna die! So tired & cold :p
Ive had the day off today to recover but im still majorly congested & sniffly :(
But im going to college today, gotta get the tickets for the christmas carol thing :S coz we have 2 see it so we can do the workshop with " the northern ballet theatre":)
Me & leah are askin to use the studio after lesson so we can get practising for britains got talent (H) fun times :) I've then got media then its home time yesssss!!!!!!!
So I literally cannot wait for this concert, going to be literally off the scale mad mad times :)
So yep, im off to do a bit more tweeting before i sleep! Finally getting tired tho :D
Nighttttt
"leave it all behind"

A whole lotta nothing (30/10/2009)

I've stayed in bed all day!

Literally!
Got up had my breakfast well, dinner being as tho its was 1.30,
Went back to bed, watched bring it on: fight to the finish, and just got up and come on computer now!
Literally NO LIFE! today!
Im just layed back thinkin "what have I actually done this week" :
Back to college on monday & then the free time is up!
Well I have nothing else to say today!
Catch you later,
Wasteman!!!!!

Crack of Dawn (29/10/2009)

Hey so it's 4:47AM :|
I don't know why I'm still awake, but i'm laying in bed with a charged ipod! So i thort id take this oppertunity to blog :)

Well ny mum's still really ill :( she's up & down all night coz she's in pain with her stomache and head! But hopefully she's finding out what's wrong with her tomorrow!

I'm off to Notts today with Amelia for another cousins day out:p complete with cinema trip. Going to see UP! 3D :) hoping it's guna be good. I also need 2 pairs of Joggers from primark, one pair is to cut into shorts :) all for dancing!!!
I've also got to have my Starbucks, thinking Iced Cafe Mocha with cream :D making my mouth water already 8-) and then HMV to check out some DVD's and CD's! And a littl spot of job hunting ** note to self, MUST REMEBER CV's **.
So yeah that's tommorows plan!

Been asked by raquel & Mel to go to sheffield on sunday! To get FREE tickets for 1xtra live :D chipmunk, dozze rascal, JLS, Taio Cruz the full deal :D
But coz its on a sunday obviously transports limited so we're trying to sort it all out, but hopefully we'll figure a way around it!

Need to make some arrangements for the weekend so I'm not stuck in :) & then it's back to college again already :/ Time goes wayyyyyy 2 fast (N)

So it's 5.00Am on the dot! Really guna try & sleep!!!! Even tho Twitter is very very very tempting right now :@
Night/Morning
"winkin, blinkin & nodd"

♫ Send It On ♫ (26/10/2009)

Send it on,
On and on,
Just one hand can heal another,
Be a part Reach a heart,
Just one spark starts a fire,
With one little action the chain reaction,
Will never stop,
Make it strong,
Shine a light,
& send it on!!! <3

Bit of disney tunage for you there :P

So today mums been even worse with her ilness! The doctor thinks its swine flu :
And my dads got it, and then theres me buzzing as :P
Hopefully my immune system is guna hold out :D

I was going to the computer shop tomorrow, to try and get extra space on my hard drive...
BUt my mmorys just gone up from 6 Gigs to 15 :S Don't even ask coz I have NO idea!

But yeah not done much today,
Just watching the simpsons, hollyoaks and then the one show :
Need to charge my Ipod alsooooo :)
So im off
"A word's just a word, Till you mean what you say"

Sunday, Sunday!!!!! (25/10/2009)

Yeah I have no imagination today lool!

Got Up today at 9.40 because the clocks went back, so mum didn't moan at me for getting up "late"
Had some food and watched dating in the dark!
Mum & Nanna are really Ill today, so no sunday dinner for me :p
Im going to the cinema later with Gina to see SAW 6 :)
Seen all the others so gotta see the latest ahaha!
Underage 18 films why not:P
Currently sat in the dining room, listening to a bit of whitney houston ♫I Have Nothing♫.
Very unproductive day, I don't even have any work to do for college :
Ive got to "compile" a CD of songs for Dance for when we go back, but It wasn't even explained properly so I need to speak to others to see what they're doing, if they're doing it at all :S

I was supposed to go to Alton Towers Scarefest today, but didn't feel like going, so told lucy last week to give my place up on minibus!
I still don't think I'm feeling 100% tho, Keep having sick & dizzy spells :/
So I'm guna go in the bath later and then get ready to go meet Gina :)
ooooo Song change ♫I wanna Dance With Somebody♫
Feel good Sunday for me :D
Normally sit around feeling bored, but I'm refusing to let it get the better of me this week :D

Going to Nottingham on thursday with Amelia (H) Cousins day out again :P
Just need to Go primark for 2 paird of Joggers for dance!!
Definatly guna be cutting them up into some shorts!
Think We're going to see "This Is It - Michael Jackson"
Can't freaking wait!!!!!! What an absolute LEGEND!
Need to get myself an MJ Tshirt!!!
The weathers sunny today :S After raining and being freezing we're having random sunny spells again in the middle of October, BAD TIMES! I really want it to snow actually AT Xmas this year, Not in the middle of February :S

So hopefully this films guna be twice as good, And Twice as gorey as the other SAW's :D
Yes Im Sick I know :P
Bye De BYe
"I want to play a game"

Circles Round The Moon (21/10/2009)

Yes the title is another song name :P :)
SO I'm trying to get back into the swing of blogging as i forget like all the time!
And sometimes i really just CBA!
This week I've been at the cinema with "film"
Monday I went to see "synedouche, new york" Which was really strange but wierd. Got whitney Houtstons new "i look to you" album aswell :) AND confirmation of my poster being dispatched so it best hurry up. Its like the brooklyn bridg with new york skyline in the back (L) To go on my wall....

Yesterday was the "wings of desire" film, it was very very vey boring!
I feel asleep as it was in german with subtitles! Bad day!

Today I am so tired and so ill :@
Went to college for film, maths and key skills!
And literally achieved nothing, I have handed my draft in for my storyboard tho! Actually done something on time :O
Key skills makes me want to die! It drags ridiculously, and I don't know how I manage to stay there tbh!

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<,

Just went in the bath!!!!!!!!..................... But yeah.....

Tomorrow, cinema again : to see "the boat that rocked"
I really cannot be bothered far to tired :(
& that's literally all im going in for (N)
I don't see the point but I need EMA!!!

I need to take the bin out to the front soon, coz I always leave it till late!
Im trying to apply myself to finding a job, because when I don't find one I give up,
But I need to just keep looking & looking until one comes along :)
Because I'm not just guna get a job when I want one!
So I've printed 10 CV's off again, and im guna keep them with me snap up every oppertunity!!!!

Feeling kinda positive, Just got a few negative things happening at the moment, but that's life!

So this is me done for today!, Just watching secret millionaire after going outside to do the bin, but ive jst realised how cold it is : I should just do it at 4'oclock when I get in, but I always leave it till this stupid time!
Awww secret millionaire is really emotional, and I think I need to turn over, do not feel like getting upset tonight :)

Goodnight
"Tomorrow is another day"

...Slowly Dissapear (17/10/2009)

** Warning ** (Do NOT read if depressed) Sorry im so morbid!

I havn't blogged for ages :/
Well college weeks are literally flying past!
6 weeks next week!
Got stuff to do for film on wednesday but have not felt well all day so really cba to do it!

I had an amazing day yesterday, college was average, but went shopping and starbucks (on my own) after & then met up with Tahlia & Rio, and went to the chipmunk signing :D
It was good had a mini convo withy him before being pushed off by bodyguards :@
His albums really good, and a lot of his songs make a lot of sense to me,
so Im starting to really like him as the way his songs are realistic remind me of Leona <3

But the general mood isnt good tbh :/
As i said not well, single life is killing it, i feel like i cant do anything right, nothing to do, and when people do ask me to go out its to somewhere pointless and boring!
Everyones going town to drink till they die, which is not what i want to be doing when im 18!
I wanna go out and have fun but not every week and not in that state!

I just want to be happy! like generally even if i dont have any friends!

Quote....
Holding on tightly Just can't let it go,
Just trying to play my role Slowly disappear,
ohh But all these days, they feel like they're the same,
Just different faces,
different names,
Get me out of here!!!!!!!!!

Story of my life literally!

Ive given up on college already and Ive barely even started!!!
But looking forward to the college party on the 5th with leah! :)

Eurgghghhh I know I moan like 24/7 but theres so much shit happening!
and i know it could be worse but i seriously just think FML FML FML FML FML!!!!!

Well the xfactor is just starting so gna wrap this up!
Dreading John & Edward singing Oops I did it again :
Night Night
Yours Truely
FML!

OMG!!!!!! (27/09/2009)

Blogger Blogger Blogger!
I really dont have the time or energy to blog :
I swear I only wake up to go to sleep, and only sleep to wake up:
BAd times loool!
So second week of college went by in a flash literally!
Kath needs to sort herself out, keeps having words at the end of the lesson.
She shouldnt give us 30 mins to do 1 question (N)
Done my homework from maths today like a nerd (H)
Guna Go bed soon,
Currently home alone coz mums gone for drinks :)
SO ill probably be in bed when she gets back, gotta get up bare early again :(
TGI's Tomorrow & Fame With Leah :)
Good Times All round!
SO yeah Ill try and blog more often but it doesnt look like its happeneing :/
Night all :)
Yours Truely
Literally Living my life at 100mph

Week 1 (20/09/2009)

So this week at college has been ok!
to say its college its quite good!
everything drags but thats AS for you!
havnt done anything this weekend
just caught up on sleep:)
Re arranged fame for next monday as leah has work :)
So yeah thats all ready for my second week:)
Made more friends tho and everything is more settled:D
Night Night
yours truely
not as bad as I thort :)

Freshers FAIL!!!!! (16/09/2009)

Hello :)
Just got in from college,
Was supposed to have key skills, but the receptionist said we can still go to freshers fair:)
So got the afternoon off ;)
When we got there though it was shocking : Worse than last year (N)
Got to see all the people from my old course tho so had a good times :D!
Found Georgies boyfriend hahaha :p
She was well jolly when I text her!!!
Film was good this morning, had fun:) Stuartmakes me laugh:P
So yep don't have to be in till 10.45 tomorrow :)
Maths was so boring btw : The woman talks really degrading, and lord knows if I'm guna pass or not!
But ah well believe to achieve :)
Yours truely
Starting to settle in :D

10PM Bedtime!!! (15/09/2009)

Hello Blogger :)
Yes Its almost 10PM and Im off to bed :O
College is actually making me tired at a suitable time :)
Think Ive just got first lessons tomorrow, or first and second I duno :S
But going to freshers fair so hopefully thatll be half decent :)
Me and leah had a funny time in our break after dance:p
Went into Maccy D's & sat talkin about nothing really :P
Then went into Foot Locker for the like 6th time for leah to try on her nike's :D
Then starbucks was next until we had to go back to college 8)
Saw charlie today coz I havn't seen her at college so I met up with her in the 15 min break!
Media was a lot better today, I jst keep myself to myself in that lesson and do what I've gotta do!
Starting to think that maybe I will do well in these lessons, and might actually exceed myself!
Well here's hoping anyway!
Off to Sleep!
Yours Truely
EXHAUSTED.COM!

Another Day Is Done! (14/09/2009)

Been to college first day:)
Went alright, I didn't enjoy media as much as I thort, I really like the teacher, But some of the studens aren't my cup of tea :
Film however was really good! Zoe was really nice & the quiz we did got everyone talkin & no morbids thank god :)
There's some rude people out there tho : Don't need details just I don't think people have a brain, or if there just downright rude!
But yeah I'm off now WACKED OUT! Probably guna go bed soon coz I had a bath as soon as I got in (H)
Dance tomorrow with leah :) And then film at the end of the day :)
Love ya and leave ya
Yours truely
Liking the change :)

Last Day Of Summer!!!!! (13/09/2009)

Yes Im back to college, OFFICIALLY! Tomorrow!!!!

Im looking forward to getting my timetable, so i can see whats occuring when.

Hopefull the layout's gna be good so I don't have like maths first thing in a morning or something,

But oh well!!!!!!!

Im watching Ace Ventura (H)

Dumb & Dumber is on at 9 so ill probably watch that in bed!

Need to be up at 5.30, get sorted then getting the bus at 7.50 or .55 i dno what time it comes :

Which reminds me I need to check the times!!!!!!!!!

Eurrrgh hoping it goes ok and what not! No idea what im wearing tomorrow :
Which reminds me,,.. I need to check the weather!

OMFG! Im so unorganized: But ive packed my bag so thats done everything else is done!!!!

Ok right that is me done!!!

Wish me luck for tomorrow,

Im off to check time for bus & weather :)

Cyaaa

Yours Truely

Early Night!!!

Day @ The Races!!!! (12/09/2009)

Today we went to the races,
Good times!
Amelias staying over tonight, and weve been doing karaoke for the last 3 hours haha! Ill write more tomorrow!
Hoping to stay up all night tonight (Y)
So ill sleep tomorrow :D
Night
Yours truely
Tired ass!!!!!

College Induction (11/09/2009)

Hey went to college today,
not the best of experiences but ah well :/
Hoping things improve next week!
Made plans to go to TGI before fame on the 25th :)
With leah of course :)
So yes races tomorrow for nanna & grandads anniversary!
so gotta get me some sleep
Night all
Yours truely
Back to the routine

Are you ready? Coz I am.... (10/09/2009)

Said I'm ready to party, YEAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Whoop incredibly good mood today :D
Just been dancing & singing all ready fro tomorrow!
Yes finally get to meet my form tutor & tutor groupies:P
Im beggin there not all morbids or I may have to cry myself to sleep at night!
On the other hand I dont want all freaks either :P
Im going shopping tomorrow for clothes :D
So hopefully guna snag some baragin jeans and plimsolls and a shirt haha:p
Absolutely Loving leona's new song, Want the album to come out so bad (N)
November 17th : That is loooooong!
"Someone once told me, that have to choose, what you win or loose, you can't have everything" (L)
Yeah Ive just been chatting to lucy Mrs second year HP'er , about what tomorrow's like and how long your there and stuff, all sounds good!
Just asking lucy how to dress myself tomorrow hahah What would I do without her?
So yeappp thats me done mush!!!!
Off to the races on saturday so i will try my best to blog!!!!! I think i should have time ;)
Right that is me off love's wish me luck for tomorrow,
Yours truely
New beginnings... Take 2!!!!!

Oops Take 2!............ (09/09/2009)

I forgot to blog AGAIN yesterday :(
Seems like im gna forget a lot especially @ college :
So i might have to make it into a weekly blog depending on how much time I have :)
OK so today, I went into town with the mother, seen some nice jeans in next!
Got 3 folders & pens so im all set for college part from the jeans ;)
But will get some on friday or sunday!
Just watching friends, its the "tulsa" episode again hahaha still <3>
Right right right
done!" OVER!!"!!"
Yours truely
Nothing achieved!

2 Days.............. (07/09/2009)

Hey blogger,
Yes I forgot to blog yesterday :O shocking behaviour:P
I didn't really do much tho so nothing much to say:/
Erm today I was supposed to be going to meadowhall to get some jeans... but
I am going to wait till Ive got £50 then I can get 2 pairs for 50 from republic ;)
Good Thinkin batman!
So Im watching scrubs at the minuete, Just thinkni what I can do today :/
Might watch a film or something coz there's no where to go out:
I want friday to come so I can get my timetable, and then start on monday!
Ive got on epair of jeans tho : WTF!!!!!!
Need to like majorly get some but,,,,
I have no money Im stressing out major!
Right that's me done,
Goooodbyeeee
Yours Truely
Shit a brick!

A VERY Uneventful day! (05/09/2009)

Nothing,
I repeat NOTHING!
Has happened today :
Ive watched a few films & eaten and come up to bed now!
Just watching catherine tate!
Need t go and get a drinnk thirst as!!!!!
Hmm I really don't have anything to say exept...
Leona's new single "Happy" Is premiering on Radio 1 tomorrow!
Can't wait for that! Really Hope she tours soon aswell!
So im gna end instead of waffling on :P
NIght Night
Yours faithfully
Kiss My Ass!

Big Brother Finale (04/09/2009)

Yep it's all over again:(
Big Brother 2009 has finished tonight with Sophie winning:D
She really deserved it bless her little cotton socks:P
Well I havn't done much today!
Went too Mcdonalds with my mother (H)
2 more coke glasses for the collection :P
Erm erm dno what I'm doing tomorrow probably nothing,
Laura's asked me to go town but I really would rather not boring times, Saturdays in mansfield :
So yeap thats me done once again short & sexy ahahaha:P
Night Night
Yours faithfully
Lazy Days :)

The Maltese - ers .........(03/09/2009)

Today I went to my Nanna & Grandad's today to see therelatives from Malta :)
Auntie Cathy, Uncle Eric, Theresa & Luke!
Luke has changed so much :O He's almost as tall as me (felt threatened) :P
Nice to see them again:) They go back at midnight tonight, so don't know when the next time I'll see them will be :/
BUy yeah nice to just have a nice talk & stuff!
That's all we've done really, Just got back Grandad bought me:)
Mums been out with Karen so she's bring chips & curry from Chinese <3
It's one of my fave things to eat (H)
Leah enrolled at college today, she's not in my form :O Gutted, It's wierd having being been together all day everyday at Clarendon, we now have seperate lessons & everything :
But ah well already exited about results day next year haha:P
So yep that's me done!
Nighty Night
Yours Truely
Mixed Emotions!

Nottingham!!!!!! (02/09/2009)

Well today I went to college enrollment at HighPavement Everythings sorted :)
Nipa Also had her college induction so she came & raquel & Mel came along for the ride:)
Met leah after spoke about her holiday she's enrolling tomorrow:)
Then met back up with the tribe (H)
Went on the swings in the middle of nottingham absolutly pood myself coz they dont feel safe!
Nipa was crying with laughter and scared and mel was swinging round like i don't know what!
Then went shoppin nothing out of the ordinary!
On the way back there was a drunk alcoholic who was standing up and being a wierdo :
And threw his STANKY hat at me I nearly puked:(
I ceebs to explain it all because it was jst distgusting,
Raquel was saying "Ur stop is here, they relocated mansfield bus station to derby" LMFAOOO!
but he wasnt having none of it! He got told off by the bus driver and it shut him up!
Im currently watching skins afte being disturbed by david & siavash doing "Single Ladies" on big brother :
Just Chillazing nothing new, nothing old:)
Going to see Matla relatives tomorrow at my Nannas :)
Im finishing it up here! Short & sweet I think blogs are better that way:)
Night Night
Yours truely
UP till the crack of dawn ;)

The Final Destination 3D (01/09/2009)

Hello September ;)
Well yes today I started the month off by going to cinema with, Stacey,Gina & Jasia!
Went to see FD4 Obviously:P 3D was alright actually Not as good as I expected tho :/
But still some funny times in there:)
Then went to Mcdonald's for some munch:P
Came home and chillaxed (H)
Gotta do my pictures for today laterrrr!!!!
College tomorrow, Get to go on bus with Nipa, Raquel & Mel:)
Then I think we're going town for a bit after:)
So so so thats me done for today (H)
Byeeee:)
Yours truely
Living my life at 100MPH;)

I've Done Alright Up Till Now.... (31/08/09)

Last Day Of August :O

Yep Time is flying by can't believe How many blogs Ive done its gone so fast, Just shows how short life really is!

Last Night well....

Started off at the wedding! Was quite empty to say it was a wedding, still fun tho, Had 3 bottles of Smirnoff Ice +1 coz I had one before I left! & a vodka & coke(which was hella strong).
Then we left at 11.15 in a taxi & stacey's mum was going to Illusions in town, so we decided to follow! Yep I went into town :O Can u believe it After all the moaning I do about underage clubbing and stuff, and then I just waltz Right into Illusions :P

Me Rather Drunk If I say So Myself :P

Me & Stacey Rather Drunk Again!

Yeah Then after being in Illusions Walked back to staceys & went to bed!
Mum picked me up @ 8.00AM I came home ate, went in the bath and went to bed!
Just watched The Bodyguard which Stacey borrowed me, It was rather good I thought:)

So Yes yesterday was good, Today's been a recovery day which feels good:)
Hopefully Ill sleep tonight tho after being asleep most of the day!

Right that Is me done for Today:)
Yours Truely
Catch You In September :D

3.00AM...(30/08/2009)

Hey I went to lucys party "yesterday" but yeah was only few hours ago:)
didn't have any alcohol but had Redbull so I'm wide awake:/
Thought I'd do my blog now as msn & facebook are DRY!
Currently got my lamp on, Laying in bed wishin I could sleep:/
Probably gunna be another hour or 2 before im tired:(
My necks aching already from typing this:P
I probably am gna try & sleep soon, but I feel really irratated like I don't want too:(
Anywayz off to that wedding with stacey tonight, Thinkin Vodka & orange Juice :D
First trial of that tomorrow!!!!
Good Night/Morning Blogger
Your sincerely
A dirty Stop Up!

Error 404 Not found :( (29/08/2009)

Well Im off too Derby Tonight for lucys party!
Ive done dailybooth But Dailymugshot has the 404 error:S
I dont understand how a legit website thats used everyday is saying "cannot be found"
So im hoping its fixed before I go or im gna have missed a day :(
Mum on way back from asda bringing food:) Sandwiches god havnt had them in loooong!
Got the wedding tomorrow, cinema monday and college enrollment on tuesday :)
So again nothing much to report:
Omg my blog is getting well boring:(
I want something to Spice it up:/
I might do a photo-ey one tomorrow:)
Make things a bit more interesting:D
So yes blogger
love and leave,
Yours truely
My face everyday -1 day :@

We Gon Party like whoaohohoh (28/08/2009)

Hey Ive been exercising all day :
Like stretching and doing some random ass stuff:P
Been not too bad tho!
The weather has been really really bad torrential rain all day and its still going strong :/
To say its august its bad weather we havnt really had summer just a few hot days:/
SO we didnt go to the cinema today :/ Stacey couldn't go so I didn't bother!
Don't know when we'll be going!
Not much happening hopefully having indian if mum brings it me yuuum!!!!!
Really want a holiday so can't wait!!!
2 party's tomorrow is lucy's in derby:) & sunday is the wedding party with stacey:)
So gun be gooood times :D
Im outtttt
Yours faithfully
im ready for the weekend YEAH!

The Land Of Nod!!! (27/08/2009)

Ive spent literally the whole day in bed! I actually don't care if im labelled LAZY!!!

ahahahah been so good to just rest!!!!

Im just chillin watching tv got my mums lamp feel so relaxed good times!

I got college enrollment on the 2nd which is tuesday:)
Cinema tomorrow final destination :)

Right thats me done

cya later

yours truely

keep chillin

9 in the afternoon!.... (26/08/2009)

YES BLOGGER! :
Nothing to say, just tried to make this one sound enthusiastic:P
I went to bed at like 3AM, and didn't wake up till 2PM!
Im so knackered
NOT TO SELF: must go to bed earlier!
Erm just came on laptop to chat and what not :)
So yes this is me done :
Good night :P
Yours truely
Am - Pm

Sweet Dream Or A Beatiful Nightmare? (25/08/2009)

Heey!
Blogger today has been rather shocking:P
I was mean to go out with gina but didnt go :/
Then it poured it down so i was glad I didn't.
My Wills hoodie finally came it is sexy as!!!!
Baggy & Red and i love love love it:)
Been listening to Beyonce "sweet dreams"
a lot today hence the name :P
But yeah nothing at all literally!
Currently watching CSI: New York (L)
Waiting for mum to get back from marcia's, so that I can have my chips and curry from chinese :D
Nothing else to report really :/
I think tomorrow & thursday gunna be the same:/
BUt Ill keep on bloggin :) Its good to have documentaion of ur life no matter how boring or unentertaining!
I do however feel positive today and no negative vibes:)
Yours truely
I see light behind the rain :D

24 mins to go :O!!!!! (24/08/2009)

Hello,
Its 11.35 only just did this blgo in time before tomorrow:)
Today I went out with Gina :) To titch & town,
Laura & Ben joined us and we was basically wasting time doing NOTHING!
Good times tho :)
Laura is now known as BEA coz all she does is MOAN!!!! lool
Erm im going out with gina again tomorrow:)
Really CBA too tired but itl still be mintage :)
Guna stay in till friday then when its time for FINAL DESTINATION 4 WHOOP:D
Yeah i think thats it for today!!!
OOOO my donor card came im A+ 37% of the population Yes Rachel :P
Night
Yours Truely
Let me sleep!

Let it rain, now CLEAR IT OUT(8) ... (23/08/2009)

The title really should just be CLEAR IT OUT! but that's too simple!
So todays Ive had a huge clear out & only just finished :)
Got rid of 3 bags full of stuff :D
So now ive got more room in my wardrobe to put new things in:)
Also more room in my bedroom whoop whoop!
Still don't know when I'm starting college :
They better let me know next week!!!!!!
My hoodie's been delivered :) Got the dispatched e-mail!
Hoping my job @ orange may still be available PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!!
I'd be loving it if it was accepted!
Just watching simpsons at the mo nothing special!
Again nothing much to say (suprise, suprise) :(
Meant to be meeting Gina tomorrow but I think the weather is forecast shocking so, won't be going if its pouring it down!
Im finished for today god my blogs are short nowadays
Yours faithfully
Chicken Noodle Soup, with a soda on the side ;)

LMJ (Last Minuete Job)... (22/08/2009)

Yes I almos forgot too blog :O
I only remebered coz of my email from Dailybooth!
OMGGGGG Gutted ;P
But ive remebered :) so 40th blog post here it is!
Xfactor was pretty shocking lmao!!! I liked the cube tho :)
Good Tv Show!
Just about too watch Family Guy!!!!
MSN HASNT WORKED ALL DAY :(
Bad times:(
All is done here
Night
Yours Truely
Bored bored BORED!

Wages are the bomb!!!!! (21/08/2009)

Well Ive just spent the money I got from decorating & the wedding,
Just ordered my red wills hoodie in the sale at £59 :)
Today I meant too be going to meadowhall with the mother but she hasn't told me if we're going yet!
If not just guna go back to bed : Lazy I know but ive got a bit of a headache!!!
I really want some new sneakers like high tops :(
I hope i find some cheap ones! I need some new nike joggers aswell :)
Right that's me done
Au revoir
Yours truely
Spending money I don't have :(

Rise to the Heights of all........... (20/08/2009)

Hello Blogger :)
Today Ive spent the day dancing & listening to music on my Itunes :D
Good times one of them major chillazin days again :)
Ive got the money of my nanna & granday for decorating & the money from the wedding:)
& then im getting £30 from my father tomorrow!
In the morning I need to go to the bank & put my money in so I can get the Jack Wills Hoodie that I want offline :)
It's the red summer one that says "WILLS" on the front :)
Best be a nice snuggly one as all my hoodies are like that, The best hoodie is a snuggle hoodie thats big that you feel like you could live in :)

Loving "Fly to your heart" by Selena Gomez Bit of Cheese there but yeah its good :)
"Watch all the flowers
Dance with the wind
Listen to snowflakes
Whisper your name
Feel all the wonder
Lifting your dreams
You can fly

Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll findYour wings
FlyTo your heart

Touch every rainbow
Painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through your life
A sprinkle of pixie dust
Circles the night you can fly......

Sayonara
Yours faithfull
Letting the good times roll

Why are these lights so bright? ..... (19/08/2009)

Last Night was hilarious!!!! Well technically it was today! About 12midnight I went in hyper mood!!!!!! I was on webcam to hayden with my geek glasses (H), & then made laura get out of bed to go on webcam while she was about asleep! I was laughing at absolutly nothing : But hey ho that's me :P
I was watching 8 mile at the time which I love:) & Just talkin utter rubbish so god knows how they both but up with me but ah well.
I then went to bed at 1.30 : After saying goodbye for like 10 mins!

Anwayzz............
Today has been pretty morbid if im honest:p
Ive got the speakers downstairs & am currently blasting some tunes out!
My mums in bed before she goes back to work later (coz of her shoulder) :/
I'm starting to need food, I havnt eaten in ages :O!
Micro Fries are sounding very tempting indeed!

My msn has crashed coz i didnt log off before I shut laptop last night :( So it wont close, when you open the window its jst white : I think a restart is in order:)
So yes that's me done just gotta say that....
I've been doing the dance too (8)Work(8) again & can't wait to do it with Nipa & raquel Good times :D
Laterrrsss
Yours Sincerly
Needs too munch!

I would scruff you up!.... (18/08/2009)

Well today has been absolutley joke!!!
Went to the job centre with Lucy Rigley >>>>( www.lucejosephine.blogspot.com),
The supid computer-ma-bobs, wouldnt print or work so we had to keep swapping!
But finally we found abot 6 million jobs, none we're appropriate but printing was fun so what the heck! We then used the phone's called "Job seekers direct" the Newcastle-Liverpudlians on the other end where joke just reading out the info we had infront of us! But now we are registered Job Seekers & have to call back on a regular basis! Looooool!
Lucy then decided she was hungry so after walkin into town & faffing about decided which cash machine to use, we went into mcdonals,
LARGE MEALS ALL ROUND!
Good Times, Laura, Stacie & Lauren Came in while lucy & I where chatting about subjects that are not appropriate for blogger, infact there not appropriate to even be talking about while eating but, what else would you expect from 2 people who at 8AM every morning on a bus say "Ive Actually Pood Mysefl" so that everyone can hear!
After being in Mcdonald's for like 90 mins we moved on up to Titch (yes classy)
was sat on the swings and then Laura, Stacie & Lauren came up again.
Then saw Coral & yan and had a catch up :)
After sitting on the grass with out 10P cheap ass drinks, the other rigley (Hannah Variety) Came & Picked us up & gave me a lift home :)
So we had a rather interesting ramble in the car, while I was saying "don't crash" at every turning "Go left at the bottom, Don't crash###"
Quote of the day:
"Im sorry you've got aids"
"ahh it's not that bad"
"be rate"
"It's like a party in your bumole"
LOOOOL!!!! Really good times today :)
I think I need to go out more on random day's coz it makes it so worth while!

MEMO>>>>> The scruff you up, Is Mine & Lucys song that we sang in Poland because everything was scruffy..... Tune is (Money Money Money) By abba:P
"Scruffy scruffy money" AH AH
Must Be funny AH AH
In a Scruffy WORLD!
Ahhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
All the things I would Do
If I had some SCRUFFY money,
I Would Scruff You UP!!!!! <3

"End Transmission"
Yours Truely
Just Living My Life