Wednesday, 27 April 2011

No hope,No love,No glory...No Happy Ending (27/04/2011)

My blackberry came today!
So nice to have it back up & running after some idiot robbed it!
Haven't done anything today just got up
Early for once!

Currently watching 'The Big C' in bed, quite tired
And feeling really down :S don't know
Why not really been myself today.
Maybe just tired & a bit lothagic (if that's how its spelt)
Anyway thought I'd just write a quick update :)
Off to sleep soon!

Wednesday, 20 April 2011

The only way is up!!!! (20/04/2011)

Well yesterday I finished my first weekend at work!!!
Done Saturday,sunday,monday & tuesday :D
Its gone really quickly tbf and I cant believe its gone.
My uniform came yesterday aswell :)
So when I go back on saturday its 100% official!!
Even tho it already is!
Think its finally settling in that I have a job now
And for the mean time have no worries :)
Just earning the cash & looking forward to Ibiza!
I think after I come back off holiday im guna look into what 'i want to do'
So to speak!!! Coz Ill come back with a clear head and a different outlook.
I think that im just going to work at least for a year and see how I feel after that.
Although providing I get the UCAS points, Ive still got the option
Of this foundation degree in October.
Theres a lot to think about : /
But im just trying to go with the flow and hopefully
Im guna know whats occuring in the next few months!
But im really happy at the moment & its nice to not have
To worry about financial stuff! So i want to enjoy it
Because I think I deserve too!
...........
Going out tomorrow night with Leah which is sure to be messy as ever!
Cant wait! Look forward to nights out with her so much as they happen very rarely!
But when they do we go hardddddd!!! ;)

Monday, 11 April 2011

Ive waited all my life,for this moment to arrive! (11/04/2011)

... Sat in the bath with music playing & thats the song thats playing,$
Coudldnt think of anything more creative : /

Ok so a lot has happened in a month....

18th March....
A fat A4 packet dropped through the door, thought it was from college.
Opened it on my bed to find out it was a pile of forms and contract from Center Parcs!!!!
I GOT THE JOB!
Couldnt be more happy, really proud of myself & can't wait to start!
Think now this years had a massive turn around for the better!
Couldnt have come at a better time, just when I wanted to pack everything in
& give up, finally got some direction back in my life :D


19th March...
Actually went out this weekend as celebrations were in order! With chantelle,Leah,Matt & Gemmna!
Saw Megan & Becca & a fight broke out between us and a lad on his own :S
Dont know what he was getting mad for, plus i dont remember because Id drank too much!

20th March...
Absolutely hanging I went into town to meet Leah.
We went to spoons as per usual for hangover food & went on the Nottingham eye -_-
Not the best idea when your hungover!
Mums friend Joanne came down so i got a lift back home with them :)

21st March....
Day finally arrived! My operation :(
Got into hospital at 12 and found out my op wasnt till half 2!
So i was sat in my own room chillin for 2 hours till i had to get ready to go to theatre,
Dont really remember much after him saying 'is the anestetic working' and my saying 'no' LOL
But after that the pain was unbearable when the bleeding started :(
Cudnt move out of bed for over a week (N) But cud already see improvements when
The blood finally started to clear :)

4th April....
Back to college after my op :|
Hate it hate it hate it :(
Thanks god theres not long left! & I can concerntrate on working over summmer
& looking forward to Ibby! :D

10th April....
Yesterday went into center parcs with Leah because they invited me in to spend the day there as im starting this week,
Had a really good day & the weather was peng! We was chilling mostly,
Having general conversations as we always do :p


Today....
Not felt well at all my body feels freezing :S, think when we got
To center parcs in the morning it was colder than we thought,
Bur by lunch time it was boiling :)
So not been into college just going to try and get better for tomorrow.....

At center parcs tomorrow and wednesday for my training days :D
9-5 both days!
Got my dance rehearsal at half 5- half 6 on wednesday for my Alevel
Choreography piece :)
Thursday im at clarendon all day rehearsing! Need to get my solo on track for the exam,
Which is on friday!!!!
Saturday im working 10-4:30 & Sunday im working 4-10pm!
And then the easter holidays begin :D 2 weeks off can hardly wait :)!!!!
So for now its good times all round!
Got a lot to sort out at college after easter but Ill
Cross that bridge when I get to it :)