I've Done Alright Up Till Now.... (31/08/09)

Last Day Of August :O

Yep Time is flying by can't believe How many blogs Ive done its gone so fast, Just shows how short life really is!

Last Night well....

Started off at the wedding! Was quite empty to say it was a wedding, still fun tho, Had 3 bottles of Smirnoff Ice +1 coz I had one before I left! & a vodka & coke(which was hella strong).
Then we left at 11.15 in a taxi & stacey's mum was going to Illusions in town, so we decided to follow! Yep I went into town :O Can u believe it After all the moaning I do about underage clubbing and stuff, and then I just waltz Right into Illusions :P

Me Rather Drunk If I say So Myself :P

Me & Stacey Rather Drunk Again!

Yeah Then after being in Illusions Walked back to staceys & went to bed!
Mum picked me up @ 8.00AM I came home ate, went in the bath and went to bed!
Just watched The Bodyguard which Stacey borrowed me, It was rather good I thought:)

So Yes yesterday was good, Today's been a recovery day which feels good:)
Hopefully Ill sleep tonight tho after being asleep most of the day!

Right that Is me done for Today:)
Yours Truely
Catch You In September :D

3.00AM...(30/08/2009)

Hey I went to lucys party "yesterday" but yeah was only few hours ago:)
didn't have any alcohol but had Redbull so I'm wide awake:/
Thought I'd do my blog now as msn & facebook are DRY!
Currently got my lamp on, Laying in bed wishin I could sleep:/
Probably gunna be another hour or 2 before im tired:(
My necks aching already from typing this:P
I probably am gna try & sleep soon, but I feel really irratated like I don't want too:(
Anywayz off to that wedding with stacey tonight, Thinkin Vodka & orange Juice :D
First trial of that tomorrow!!!!
Good Night/Morning Blogger
Your sincerely
A dirty Stop Up!

Error 404 Not found :( (29/08/2009)

Well Im off too Derby Tonight for lucys party!
Ive done dailybooth But Dailymugshot has the 404 error:S
I dont understand how a legit website thats used everyday is saying "cannot be found"
So im hoping its fixed before I go or im gna have missed a day :(
Mum on way back from asda bringing food:) Sandwiches god havnt had them in loooong!
Got the wedding tomorrow, cinema monday and college enrollment on tuesday :)
So again nothing much to report:
Omg my blog is getting well boring:(
I want something to Spice it up:/
I might do a photo-ey one tomorrow:)
Make things a bit more interesting:D
So yes blogger
love and leave,
Yours truely
My face everyday -1 day :@

We Gon Party like whoaohohoh (28/08/2009)

Hey Ive been exercising all day :
Like stretching and doing some random ass stuff:P
Been not too bad tho!
The weather has been really really bad torrential rain all day and its still going strong :/
To say its august its bad weather we havnt really had summer just a few hot days:/
SO we didnt go to the cinema today :/ Stacey couldn't go so I didn't bother!
Don't know when we'll be going!
Not much happening hopefully having indian if mum brings it me yuuum!!!!!
Really want a holiday so can't wait!!!
2 party's tomorrow is lucy's in derby:) & sunday is the wedding party with stacey:)
So gun be gooood times :D
Im outtttt
Yours faithfully
im ready for the weekend YEAH!

The Land Of Nod!!! (27/08/2009)

Ive spent literally the whole day in bed! I actually don't care if im labelled LAZY!!!

ahahahah been so good to just rest!!!!

Im just chillin watching tv got my mums lamp feel so relaxed good times!

I got college enrollment on the 2nd which is tuesday:)
Cinema tomorrow final destination :)

Right thats me done

cya later

yours truely

keep chillin

9 in the afternoon!.... (26/08/2009)

YES BLOGGER! :
Nothing to say, just tried to make this one sound enthusiastic:P
I went to bed at like 3AM, and didn't wake up till 2PM!
Im so knackered
NOT TO SELF: must go to bed earlier!
Erm just came on laptop to chat and what not :)
So yes this is me done :
Good night :P
Yours truely
Am - Pm

Sweet Dream Or A Beatiful Nightmare? (25/08/2009)

Heey!
Blogger today has been rather shocking:P
I was mean to go out with gina but didnt go :/
Then it poured it down so i was glad I didn't.
My Wills hoodie finally came it is sexy as!!!!
Baggy & Red and i love love love it:)
Been listening to Beyonce "sweet dreams"
a lot today hence the name :P
But yeah nothing at all literally!
Currently watching CSI: New York (L)
Waiting for mum to get back from marcia's, so that I can have my chips and curry from chinese :D
Nothing else to report really :/
I think tomorrow & thursday gunna be the same:/
BUt Ill keep on bloggin :) Its good to have documentaion of ur life no matter how boring or unentertaining!
I do however feel positive today and no negative vibes:)
Yours truely
I see light behind the rain :D

24 mins to go :O!!!!! (24/08/2009)

Hello,
Its 11.35 only just did this blgo in time before tomorrow:)
Today I went out with Gina :) To titch & town,
Laura & Ben joined us and we was basically wasting time doing NOTHING!
Good times tho :)
Laura is now known as BEA coz all she does is MOAN!!!! lool
Erm im going out with gina again tomorrow:)
Really CBA too tired but itl still be mintage :)
Guna stay in till friday then when its time for FINAL DESTINATION 4 WHOOP:D
Yeah i think thats it for today!!!
OOOO my donor card came im A+ 37% of the population Yes Rachel :P
Night
Yours Truely
Let me sleep!

Let it rain, now CLEAR IT OUT(8) ... (23/08/2009)

The title really should just be CLEAR IT OUT! but that's too simple!
So todays Ive had a huge clear out & only just finished :)
Got rid of 3 bags full of stuff :D
So now ive got more room in my wardrobe to put new things in:)
Also more room in my bedroom whoop whoop!
Still don't know when I'm starting college :
They better let me know next week!!!!!!
My hoodie's been delivered :) Got the dispatched e-mail!
Hoping my job @ orange may still be available PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!!
I'd be loving it if it was accepted!
Just watching simpsons at the mo nothing special!
Again nothing much to say (suprise, suprise) :(
Meant to be meeting Gina tomorrow but I think the weather is forecast shocking so, won't be going if its pouring it down!
Im finished for today god my blogs are short nowadays
Yours faithfully
Chicken Noodle Soup, with a soda on the side ;)

LMJ (Last Minuete Job)... (22/08/2009)

Yes I almos forgot too blog :O
I only remebered coz of my email from Dailybooth!
OMGGGGG Gutted ;P
But ive remebered :) so 40th blog post here it is!
Xfactor was pretty shocking lmao!!! I liked the cube tho :)
Good Tv Show!
Just about too watch Family Guy!!!!
MSN HASNT WORKED ALL DAY :(
Bad times:(
All is done here
Night
Yours Truely
Bored bored BORED!

Wages are the bomb!!!!! (21/08/2009)

Well Ive just spent the money I got from decorating & the wedding,
Just ordered my red wills hoodie in the sale at £59 :)
Today I meant too be going to meadowhall with the mother but she hasn't told me if we're going yet!
If not just guna go back to bed : Lazy I know but ive got a bit of a headache!!!
I really want some new sneakers like high tops :(
I hope i find some cheap ones! I need some new nike joggers aswell :)
Right that's me done
Au revoir
Yours truely
Spending money I don't have :(

Rise to the Heights of all........... (20/08/2009)

Hello Blogger :)
Today Ive spent the day dancing & listening to music on my Itunes :D
Good times one of them major chillazin days again :)
Ive got the money of my nanna & granday for decorating & the money from the wedding:)
& then im getting £30 from my father tomorrow!
In the morning I need to go to the bank & put my money in so I can get the Jack Wills Hoodie that I want offline :)
It's the red summer one that says "WILLS" on the front :)
Best be a nice snuggly one as all my hoodies are like that, The best hoodie is a snuggle hoodie thats big that you feel like you could live in :)

Loving "Fly to your heart" by Selena Gomez Bit of Cheese there but yeah its good :)
"Watch all the flowers
Dance with the wind
Listen to snowflakes
Whisper your name
Feel all the wonder
Lifting your dreams
You can fly

Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll findYour wings
FlyTo your heart

Touch every rainbow
Painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through your life
A sprinkle of pixie dust
Circles the night you can fly......

Sayonara
Yours faithfull
Letting the good times roll

Why are these lights so bright? ..... (19/08/2009)

Last Night was hilarious!!!! Well technically it was today! About 12midnight I went in hyper mood!!!!!! I was on webcam to hayden with my geek glasses (H), & then made laura get out of bed to go on webcam while she was about asleep! I was laughing at absolutly nothing : But hey ho that's me :P
I was watching 8 mile at the time which I love:) & Just talkin utter rubbish so god knows how they both but up with me but ah well.
I then went to bed at 1.30 : After saying goodbye for like 10 mins!

Anwayzz............
Today has been pretty morbid if im honest:p
Ive got the speakers downstairs & am currently blasting some tunes out!
My mums in bed before she goes back to work later (coz of her shoulder) :/
I'm starting to need food, I havnt eaten in ages :O!
Micro Fries are sounding very tempting indeed!

My msn has crashed coz i didnt log off before I shut laptop last night :( So it wont close, when you open the window its jst white : I think a restart is in order:)
So yes that's me done just gotta say that....
I've been doing the dance too (8)Work(8) again & can't wait to do it with Nipa & raquel Good times :D
Laterrrsss
Yours Sincerly
Needs too munch!

I would scruff you up!.... (18/08/2009)

Well today has been absolutley joke!!!
Went to the job centre with Lucy Rigley >>>>( www.lucejosephine.blogspot.com),
The supid computer-ma-bobs, wouldnt print or work so we had to keep swapping!
But finally we found abot 6 million jobs, none we're appropriate but printing was fun so what the heck! We then used the phone's called "Job seekers direct" the Newcastle-Liverpudlians on the other end where joke just reading out the info we had infront of us! But now we are registered Job Seekers & have to call back on a regular basis! Looooool!
Lucy then decided she was hungry so after walkin into town & faffing about decided which cash machine to use, we went into mcdonals,
LARGE MEALS ALL ROUND!
Good Times, Laura, Stacie & Lauren Came in while lucy & I where chatting about subjects that are not appropriate for blogger, infact there not appropriate to even be talking about while eating but, what else would you expect from 2 people who at 8AM every morning on a bus say "Ive Actually Pood Mysefl" so that everyone can hear!
After being in Mcdonald's for like 90 mins we moved on up to Titch (yes classy)
was sat on the swings and then Laura, Stacie & Lauren came up again.
Then saw Coral & yan and had a catch up :)
After sitting on the grass with out 10P cheap ass drinks, the other rigley (Hannah Variety) Came & Picked us up & gave me a lift home :)
So we had a rather interesting ramble in the car, while I was saying "don't crash" at every turning "Go left at the bottom, Don't crash###"
Quote of the day:
"Im sorry you've got aids"
"ahh it's not that bad"
"be rate"
"It's like a party in your bumole"
LOOOOL!!!! Really good times today :)
I think I need to go out more on random day's coz it makes it so worth while!

MEMO>>>>> The scruff you up, Is Mine & Lucys song that we sang in Poland because everything was scruffy..... Tune is (Money Money Money) By abba:P
"Scruffy scruffy money" AH AH
Must Be funny AH AH
In a Scruffy WORLD!
Ahhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
All the things I would Do
If I had some SCRUFFY money,
I Would Scruff You UP!!!!! <3

"End Transmission"
Yours Truely
Just Living My Life

The Last Time I Freaked out.... (17/08/2009)

.......Was NOW!!!!!!!!!!

Just got off the phone to Robin at High Pavement! & he was very patronising too me, & spoke to me like I was about 7! Im not stupid Im well aware I screwed up last year, & I don't need anyone to reiterate that to me!

"are your parents aware you left the course" - Nooooooooo I've just been at home for the last 5 months & they havnt even realised I was supposed to be at college :S

I want a new start, without people looking down on me!

I think I'm changing English Language to Computing or I.C.T! Because I just can't be doing with english Language!

This Is it for today really not in the mood & I've still got a CV to do before tomorrow!
Yours Truely
Get Buck!

Don't let no small frustration...... (16/08/2009)

Ever Bring you down..... NO NO NO NO!!!!

Well Im trying but this is incredibly hard when High Pavement Sixth Form College Still hasn't got back to me about ANYTHING! when I'm supposed to be starting in like 3 weeks :
I'm starting to think that I havn't got in. Which is serious bad times......
But ill "Just take a situation & turn it all around" coz "with a new attitude, everything can change, make it how u want it to be" :D

So yes yesterday I served at the wedding! It was good times havn't been paid yet tho, but hopefully will soon :)

Been to Auntie berol's today for a "reunion" type thing & took some pictures on Nanna & Grandad's Grass Ceebs to put pictures on this blog tho :P

Well Im off for tonight short but sweet,
Yours truely
Hit me with your best shot!

High Pavement.... (15/08/2009)

Dear Blogger,
High Pavement Still haven't got back to me yet :/
I must Admitt Im a little worried now because Jodi has got a letter about it already!
Robin Still hasn't got back to me about what the deal is with my reference so im very confused!
Hopefully i'll get a letter next week!
I'm just hoping that everythings alright, because it's being left very late for me too find out!
That's all Ive got too say today,
I'm off to my cousins in like 10 mins!
Need to go down & have a look through the wedding stuff to see what's occuring!
& then later tonight doing the drinks for the wedding as I've wrote before!
Until Tomorrow
Adios
Yours Truely
Confused Teen :(

MY world (continued) Part 2.... (14/08/2009)

So yesterday's blog became a bit too much for me too deal with, But im back, ""You know how life can be, It changes overnight"!
So here comes part 2..........

Afrodisiacs
So I think that a lot of these things may seem pathetic, or stupid but too me they are the things that keep me going & that I live for no matter how fake they can be!
America plays a huge part in my life, I want too move there A.S.A.P., Im always thinking about being there in the future & though this may never happen it's a thought that makes me want to aim high & do well in the future!
Im really looking forward too moving out, No offence to my parent's or anything, I just feel that it's time that I had my own space! I feel more comfortable in my own environment & then I can have people round when I want, go out when I want & do what I want when I want! Seem's like I'm like a Loner, But I really enjoy being on my own sometimes & could quite happily live on my own! I would like to move in with a friend or like 4 of us in a flat or something, but only people that I can trust & won't get all up in my Kool Aid! Because you can live together still leading seperate lives.
I really want to be in the lifestyle where you go to work, earn a good amount of money, come home go out or have a night in by yourself! I don't want a lifestyle that's all work! I just want your average job with a good amount of money so that I can treat myself to things & have enough to go on holiday at least once every 2 years!
I think that after college, Hopefully I'll have been in a job for a long time, Ill be aiming to be out of the house more or less straight away! I just need to be secure in finances & everything else but Im sure everything will work out fine.
I enjoy nights out where you expect it's going to be crap, but you have one of the best times!
I love music concerts as you're just on a high for the whole night!
I love abroad holidays, despite not being on that many I still love the chilled out vibe you get! I do also enjoy UK holidays where it's a peaceful place, but still has a good nightlife. I've just outgrown holidays with my mum, Nanna & grandad. It all just seems to end in tears if we go together :/ I think some people can & some can't & I'm one of those people who can't!
I love to dance, But unlike most people I dance for me not for other people, I don't dance for my parents, I don't dance for an audience, I dance for me. Like if I was going to die in an hour, I would love to be in a dance studio, with proper speakers & music system with my music blasting out & dance till I can't breathe! It's just something I enjoy doing on my own, aswell as with my friends & in class & whatever else!

Future Plans
As I've mentioned above, America would be the Ideal setting for me, Just living life working, partying, Cruising the highways with the top down, Exploring different states, road trips, sunsets, all nighters, endless summer's & the general " Life is a beach" Aura!
I want to have a decent amount of money, NO i don't wish to be rich, But Like mentioned I want to have enough money to do things that I want to do. I want to live somewhere that I can choose, Not think that I can't afford to live there.
Now I say I've got my future hopes & dreams, But I only ever see as far as like 25-30 Like I just can't imagine myself getting any older than that, This show's I'm still very immature coz I just want my life to be the same forever, Like I don't ever see the day when I have too take responsibility for a family & other things. It is a long way away though & Im sure that my view will change in the future!

Life
Now life is one of the most confusuing things I ever think about! In songs, poems, articles & speech you hear life described in general & also people's seperate lives and Its just got so many twists & turn's its beyond belief!
I think more than anything "life is what you make it" Because even when S**t hits the fan, (so to speak) You can still remain positive & keep things happy & upbeat! I do think that you still have to feel upset & depressed at times to get the full life experience, anyone who party's all the time with no upset in there life isnt being true to themselves, While people who are always depressed aren't doing themselves any favours either! You just have too "take life as it comes" cross bridges when you get to them, Try and forget things as quickly as possible, sweep things under the rug, DO have arguments when appropraite, DO apologise when it's needed. Do stand up for what you believe in, however don't force the belief onto other people, & don't protest things that don't need protesting as you will only get hurt, either physically or mentally! I do believe everyone should be able to believe what they want, and do what they want, be themselves and act how they want whenever they want, But that's not how the world works, So at times you just need to swallow your pride & keep the belief inside you without letting other people know! Do be michevious, Do do things you probably will regret but will laugh about some day! Because once the moments gone it's gone! Every single mili second that passes by has gone & will never ever be lived again by anyone! So just keep moving forward & try too make the most of everything!
Your not always right no matter how much you think you are! Everybody makes mistakes! I do believe that in songs, no matter how cheesy or annoying that they do portray very strong messages, But to make it fit into main stream music they add cheesy lyrics & music to stop it getting serious! E.g. Hannah Montannah - Nobody's Perfect, S club 7 - Reach! Both cheesy cheesy songs but the lyrics if wrote down without the music mean alot, I think that's why some ballad's & slow songs are not liked by people because it's too real for them, & it makes people face up too facts & reality!
Learn from other people, Appreciate difference, Individuality is the cause for everything bad & good so embrace it no matter how difficult it may be!
I love quotes that mean a lot just little things that are simple, My Facebook quote section is like overflowing coz there's just some that mean a lot too me here's a few.....

"Love is NOT a maybe thing" - Lauren Conrad

"We only get judged by what we do" - Sugababes

"Everything you are today, is what you want to be, So don't be someone else, when you be the best so easily" - Love Inc.

"I can do it on my own" "The only thing I know is, I wont fall, & I have it all" - PCD

I don't live my life my these quotes but they do mean a lot too me!

I think that you have to be true too yourself in life & I think even though what you find may hurt, you'll truly be happy deep down, despite being upset on the outside!

I think that that's everything about me that I can think of, Despite going on & on, It's now all down, So I can look back, Especially if i ever feel like Im loosing myself!

Yours Truly
"Keep it positive"

Welcome To MY world..... (13/08/2009)

This Is Real,This Is ME!

Milo,Miles,Meals,Mileoh, @Miloknowsbest! Just Some of the wierd & Wonderful name's I'm Called, or have been called!

So today I'm guna have a different approach! My readers Have been on the increase, So I'm giving you all an insight Into what makes me, ME! Now some of this may be boring to you, some maybe cheesy, but this is how I think, how I feel & how I move from day to day!

Erm I think the easiest Way to do this, Is in subheadings, & then U can pick & choose what you want to read:) so here goes nothing......... **WARNING** This may be a really LONG blog!!

Description
Im 6ft 1In! I'm Mixed race, half jamaican! I think my body's just average, like no muscle but not much fat! That horrible lanky look :/ I have a big nose, which I've learnt to accept & embrace:) At one time I couldn't even look at myself without being close to tears, but you get over it & realise im lucky to have all my normal features! I have one eye smaller than the other which sometimes is more noticable than others! I like my teeth now after having braces for close to 2 years & am comfortable with every part of my body!!!!

Personality
I Used to be very loud & stupid all the time, & that is no exagguration, looking back now I kinda see why people get annoyed with me! But I think recently I have grown up a lot, While still keeping the immature side that I have, I never will be as grown up as other people It's just a trait about that that will never change! I like to think that Im quite friendly & try not too hate on new people, however I tend to make the wrong decision of people on first impressions. But once I get to know people I can see straight through them & that helps me alot to stay out of trouble with people, like I know when I'm gunna cross the line! I wish that everyone would have a personality similar to mine because (not blowing my own horn) But I think that It would help people appreciate & understand people no matter what walk of life, or how different they are! Because at the end of the day individuality makes us what we are :)

Bullying
Hard subject for me too talk about! & this is the first time I've fully adressed it & wrote down all the facts & how it affected me! I think it's about time that I stand up to the fact, that bad things have happened too me & Im not the only one in the world! & I need to adress these things so that I can finally move on & get over them!
OK so from the beginning! I went to a private school, from the age of 8 till 12, & I think that this is why the bullying didn't start at that young age. I think that your very sheltered at private school, & that the real world (so too speak) doesn't really apply to you! By all means we weren't good or anything we probably got up too worse things than normal public school children! But It's like a mini environment & problems from your home life & the "outside" (so too speak) don't pass through the school gates, SO nobody ever had fights or had a bad word to say about anyone! & I don't think that anybody really saw anyone as different no matter what race, size or gender, we went to school to learn and have fun not to bully, intimidate or cuss anyone!
SO Brunts school 2003 not long after starting this is where the bullying began. I am a very "flamboyant" person shall we say! I don't like labels but there's no other word to describe it as "CAMP" I can't stand that word! & I had a really high pitched groany type of voice which I despised! & I always remeber older kids out of no where being like "SPEAK SPEAK SAY THAT AGAIN" & then just laughing hysterically! At first I was like in shock, so I think it was more confusion than anything else, after never having a word said to me I suddenly had older people taking the piss out of me! Erm Racism arose at one point! & I had never even heard of the "N***er" word so I was literallyt just bemused, but that hurt deep! I can't remeber every incident but I know its been literally every day for 3 years none stop! & in year 9 I did find it hard to deal with & it showed at home when I burst out crying infront of my mum for NO reason! & thats when it all came out & she went into schoool! This didn't really help but Im glad she was aware! I still get a few odd remarks up too this day, but I think It just goes over my head! But when I really sit & think about it it does upset me! Im not gunna write in this blog "tears fall as a write about my past" Because I don't want or need sympathy! But yes it is upsetting to think about things, that Ive been through & how people can be so spiteful towards human beings!

I'm Gunna end here for today! Because I think it's a sensible place to end!
Tomorrow I'll add my outlook on life, my future plans, my prozac's & anything else I can think off to add! But I hope that you all understand this blog is not for sympathy,attention or a cry for help! I just think you need to be honest about your life, as you can't change it & it's made you who you are! Never give up hope & always be proud of who you are! It's Not about where u come from, It's about where your going!!! Always remember that! Be true to yourself & never loose who you are!

Yours faithfully

"Let your heart be your guide"

Relax, Take It Easy! (12/08/2009)

HI DE HI!!!!

Still so tired today from giving blood! Mum's the same she's gone to work practically fallin asleep:P I want my donor card to hurry up and be posted so I can find out what blood group I am:D
Today was a let down as we had no pictures in the chad or on any website from ashfield show:P All that posing for nothing! But ahh well still was an amazing day, as ive said 600 times:P

Today I got up at 1PM Lazy yeah I know but whatever:P Im still im my Pyjamas, done literally nothing, just another lazy chillazing day:D I'm dreading going back to college, ill never be able to get up!

I havn't really got much to say:/ Just the usual day doing NAFF ALL!

Don't think Im gna have much to say until sunday after the wedding! Sometimes I get random thoughts tho, that I feel need to be blogged so keep checking back coz u never know;) Unpredictable is my middle name! hahaha

Goodbye for today
Yours Sincerely
watching life go by :)

How To Save A Life (11/08/2009)

Hey!!!

Gunna have to keep it short again today I need to go to bed :/
Gave Blood which I'm really proud of myself for :) Coz I'm terrifed of needles But I braved it & now I've saved, or help saved someone's life:)
I've gotta admitt it was pretty painful, but not agonising, & its nothing compared to what your doing :D
So I hope I've done something for the greater good! & soon I'll get my donor card so I can finally know my blood group :)

(8) What Have You Done Today To Make Ya Feel Proud (8)

Much Love
Yours Truley
Trying Too Make A Difference :)

Ashfield Show & Sugababes Finally (10/08/2009)

HALLOOOOOOOOO!

I've finally just about caught up on sleep so I can now tell you about ashfield show.... Finally!

Yes Im on that Picture Just in the centre U can see my Head popping out:P Took by Emma & Twiggy!

Well we arrived at about 11AM and waited in the queue to get in.... shortly after that we were allowed in and went for a quick look around!

We then watched "never forget" It was a take that tribute which was really good:) We sat in the sun for a while & then watched Navi who was a MJ Impersonater He was Brilliant! Looks & Voice down to a T! We then had a couple of hours to kill so we watched the acts like the wheel of death!

We went on the TWISTER ride!!! oMG we was on it for like 10 mins and thats no exagguration he kept going faster & bout flying us out LMAO!!!! My knee was killing coz i'm too tall for it so was pressing against thebar OUCH!

We then met up with lottie & nancy & went down to get out place for the Sugababes!

We watched the Zu2 tribute & Naomi & Amy came down ready for the main event!

Eventually Ruth Lorenzo came on who was fantastic:) And then after another 20 minuete Wait the Sugababes finally came on :D Loving their new song Hey Sexy! & About a Girl! The 2 songs that stuck out most where UGLY & ABOUT YOU NOW! It was nice too see everyone singing having an amazing time! Wish the world was like that all the time! They where honestly amazing the band, the set & the songs where brilliant! I can't believe we where on the front row!!! Never be that close again!!!!!

I think that the organizers did a brilliant job & the ticket Idea was brilliant the crowd was packed but not heaving so you couldn't breathe! One of the best nights out I've ever had :) Me & My cousin where raving to the max & Jumping!

The Video Is literally nothing compared to the atmospher & sound that we experienced but it's the best I could do!!! So I really hope you enjoy & imagine the scale of exitement at that time :)

We caught the bus home, which was packed lol :P Was good times tho coz we got a seat :D As you can tell from my minute Blog Posts from the Last 2 Days been absolutly Wacked out & not even fully aware of what I've been doing :P

It's been fully worth it tho :)

So after that what's on the agenda for the rest of this week?????

Well tomorrow im finally giving blood :), Wednesday Im hoping for the Pictures in the chad of us from Ashfield show :) Thursday & friday Not much as far as im aware & saturday Im waiting on, at a wedding with my cousin, So hopefully get decent amount of money for that :D It'll be fun whatever happens anyway:) Right that's me done for today people, Nice catching up with ya:P

Yours Truly
It was so easy that night :D

Tiredness of a bloodclat! (09/08/2009)

Hey Blogger!
Again today I am sooooooooo tired I didn't get up till 4.10 pm:(
Im really so tired so im gna blog tomorrow about yesterday!
nothing really happened today!
So just writing about ashfield show + sugababes tomorrow:)
I put my pics on fb for anyone who has me added:)
Good times
Yours truely
I NEED SLEEP!

AMAZING!!! (8/08/09)

Today & tonight was amazing write more tomorrow as knackered coz no sleep last night!
Yours Truly
Literally Gunna Die!!!!

Jack Wills!!!!!!!!!! (07/08/2009)

Today I went to notts :) I got a new shirt from Jack Wills <3>
Yeah so it's expensive it was £64 instead of £79 But I will wear it until it falls of my back:P
Yeah sexy sexy sexy :D

Erm not really much to say jat had some millies cookies :D
& Mcdonalds:)

Off to Ashfield Show tomorrow:D Seeing the Sugababes! Whoop Best be good matey:D
Amelia's round all ready for tomorrow, we're just watching Big Brother eviction,
Hoping for Lisa to go lmaooo she's an idiot!!!!

So yeah I'm gna keep it short! Do a short one tomorrow and then hopefully a long one Sunday evening..... plans are...

Saturday (tomorrow) Ashfield show
Sunday Car Boot :D So ima be busy until sunday night so ill write more then :D
Night!
Yours Truley
Tomorrow is another day!

The Rhythm Of My Life! (06/08/2009)

Today has just been depressing!

I think someone's fell out with me, Struggling to get anything out of someone else!
Mums doing my head in, Genuinly feel like ive lost just about everything today!

Im trying to remain positive with these songs I keep playing, but tbh, I really just give up with people :/ Its just like urrrgh! not worth the stress :/ Im not even angry im just fed up to back teeth and its really starting to get on top of me!

I don't wanna end up in a bad place, so i need to keep moving on & taking each day as it comes! Just finding it incredibly hard at the moment!

But what can I say "Shit Happens"!
Im not going to write anything else today because, I don't think people wanna read my depressing day, so its all up there in short form!

Yours Truly...
Rock Bottom :/

They USED to tell me I was silly... (05/08/2009)

Yes that's correct USED to!
Recently I've been told my so many people that im not immature anymore : I don't think I'v changed like at all! Fair enough I do think that I take more responsibility for things & handle situations better but its strange people not saying ":@ YOUR SO IMMATURE MILES"! Its like a huaaage shock: I suppose I should take it as a good thing tho! I jst hope I'm not loosing who I am :/

Today I went to the meeting for the wedding Im waiting at :) It sounds like it's gunna be good! Instructions after the help are, eat as much as u like, wear what you like & literally do whatever! Looool so theyll be no food left when the bottomless pit (that is my stomache) has digested it:D

Yeah so im really looking forward to that now:) Wearing dark skinny jeans, white tee, black pumps & an apron it's all good:)
Im acutally buzzing coz getting paid for it aswell:)

After that ive been on the computer literally allday yes permission to call me "WASTEMAN"!!!!
I don't really care tbh been good!!!!

Been talking to Nipa:) Havn't spoke to her in ages & we've got back in touch all thanks to ciara & missy creating (8)WORK(8)!!!! It's really nice to speak to people & regain contact when it's been loooong!
Midsomer Murders had just started (H) Buzzin Devvo! It's called "the black book" oooh scary stuff!

Big brothers on in an hour:D So see what's occuring tonight, then ugly betty:D good nights tonight!

So yeah feeling today is good, good, good!!
Yours Truly
LG ... Life's Good!

Gobbledegoop!!!!!! (04/08/2009)

Bonjour!!!

Camping last night OMG I AM SOOO TIRED & ACHEY!
was good times tho:D

We got a taxi back at 12noon:D (we = Me, Marsh, Stacey, Millie)
Good times only cost a £10 between us so was happy with that!

Currently listening to "10,000 nights of thunder" by Alpabeat!
Havn't heard this song in loooooooooooooong! it's a good un tho:P

Having Fahitas for tea when mum gets back in about 15 mins!
Got to go too a meeting about the wedding im waiting at next saturday!
The meetings at 10am tomorrow morning so gotta be at Bilsthorpe for then :
Early times!

Healthy muller corner youghurts with the granola OMG MMMMMMMMMM! It's actually sex in a yoghurt peng stuff!

Im really hungry! sorry my blogs not very concurret today but im really tired and don't really know what im talkin about lol! So yeah I think ill quit while im ahead!
Bye de Bye

6 Hours Sewing :| (03/08/2009)

Good Evening :)
Today I woke up at 10am to watch the O.C till 12:)

I came downstairs ate toast and then from 12 - 6.45 Ive been cross stitching none stop:
Its barely even finished and its took 6 hours :/
Its a picture of winnie the pooh:P

Ive stopped now tho, just had dinner & watching the simpsons!
Just done dailybooth & Dailymugshot as per usual:P


Im meant too be camping tonight at staceys but we're not oign out till 10pm so got few more hours to relax:)


Nothing really much too say again :/
Im feeling a lot better today tho :D

SO things look better,,,
another positive note is that the weather has held out all day,
its even been sunny:D
That is all for today deary

Toodle-oooo

21 Days! (2/08/2009)

21st blog post!!!!!!

I've been continuous blogging for 3 weeks:)
1 more week & i'll hit a month :D

So yesterday was a fail!!!! All the plans after leaving Laura's went down the drain!
The rain came down & I was tired so Didn't go too party in the park, or sleep at staceys!
I stayed home and just chilled, I was absolutly wacked out!

I took some pics, of some more gymnasticy stuff :)

hee hee gotta love the Jack Wills socks :P

Yeah so that was like literally it for yesterday :/
Today Hasn't been much different, didn't feel to well this morning,
but had some tablets and feel better now :)

It is 7.25Pm Da'ds upstairs, & mum's been out since about 12ish :)
Again I don't really have much to say! So just another quick update,
on my daily actions:)

So done for today,
Short & Sweet baby!!!!

Turn The Lights On! (1/08/2009)

It's August the 1st :D
"Pinch Punch First Of The Month"

Well "Turn the lights off" has kept me entertained all off last night!!!!
Slept at lauras in the tent with Stacy,lauren,laura & Belvie, & all night we where
saying "turn the lights off" from beyonce's (8) Sweet Dreams (8)! It was fun fun fun:D
Everyone went to sleep and then Laura & I began on another song.............

I went across to Switzerland,
Where all the Yodellers be,
To try to learn to yodel,
With my yodel-oh-ee-dee,
I climbed a big high mountain,
On a clear and sunny day,
And met a yodellin' gal,
Up in a little Swiss chalet,
She taught me to yodel,
Yodel-oh-ee-dee,
Diddly-odel-oh-ee-dee,
Diddly-odel-oh-ee-dee,
She taught me to yodel,
Yodel-oh-ee-dee-ay-dee,
Yodel-oh-ee-dee-yodel-oh-dee

The girl from america's got talent sang it on the old series!
So we spent about 4 hours Yodelling :
But yeah it was fun times:D
Had a really good night glad I went!
So got home done my booth & mughot!

Had some cereal & orange juice & just got a can of coke:P
Its 8.45AM which im shocked that im even up!!!!
but i walked back from Laura's early so it is what it is :)

Later I'm going back out to meet them & we're all going to party in the park!
Hopefull it wont rain & we'll have a good day:)
Supposed to be sleeping at Giltrows (stacey's) tonight,
but I dunno If i can face another night witouht proper sleep!
Need to rest so might just go to bed :/

Watching the BB repeat just found out Norin got evicted!
Not suprised really the world "PLAYER" comes to mind :

I said I was gunna put thought's in today's blog but I really don't remeber what they where :/

Just Looking forward to the day day ahead & what happen's happen's!
Ok So Done & Dusted!

Quote: "I've got the ice that's just blinding you, peace & i'm out"