December already :| (30/11/2009)

Heyyyy!
Been a long day and I've only had 2 lessons :|
Got to college at 10.45 and had media then lunch then film!
Film was quite good today but felt verrrrrry long!
Watcvhed the trailer for alice in wonderland (new version)
On the bus now! Just left victoria centre!
I can't believe that its practically december already! Soon be 2010 :|
Life really is to short :/
Need to properly sort out next year,
I don't know if 2 stay at college or work full time!
I need & want money, and I'm not aiming to go to uni,
So I don't really see the point in doing A2 aswell!
It's a lot to think about tho so I just need to sort out the pros and cons of each :/
I used to think that working at 16 was a bad thing,
But I see now that it gives you a good financial start in life,
I do think that education is very important! But I don't know
If its really the right choice for me!
Its hard becausde everyones different, and you can't follow other
People at this age. You have to make your own rules &
Choices and go about things as you see best!
But I guess what will be will be.
Just hoping I make the right choice whatever happens!
Sayonaraaaa
' Think think think '

Speed....... (27/11/2009)

Oki soooo its like 11.35,
Meaning I've got 25 mins to write this blog
Before it goes into tomorrow! So major rushing!
Would like to take the oppertunity now to apologise
For any spelling mistakes that I make!
I get a bit careless when blogging!
Also when I post of my blackberry (like now) I tent to
Miss the keys a lot so don't think I've been deprived of an
Education its just lazyness!!!

Righht well today leona lewis ticketsd went on sale :|
What a freaking palavour!
Rang every minuete for an hour & 15 mins! The website crashed &
Even gigs & tours was down due to high demand!
But finally at 12.15 managed to get into the queue on the phone
& managed to get 2 :D
Block BBB which is the centre block so should be a good view :)
Just gotta wait till june now ahah :)
Had a good rehearsal with leah for britains got talent aswell :)
Finally piecing things together!
We did again have a little mess around but made a nice dance
Video so its all good!
Right right right!
Deffo off to sleep now!
Eyes are dying after writing this :p
Nightttttt (H)

pointless :| (26/11/2009)

On the bus againnnn :)
Not feeling missing the 3.50 one
So I got the 4.05 one instead :)
Media was boring, and went too see what my report was like after...
And got boxed in a corner by alex,laura and zoe looool!
Tricking me into thinking my report was bad, when it blates wasn't :D
Actually getting positive reports for once in my life :O
Making me feel soooo much better :D
Going to the cinema at 6.50 with staceeey :)
Her mum, sam and andy are going aswell, so should deffo be eventful!! :p
Going to see paranormal activity which everyone seems to be raving about!
'Makes you sleep with the lights on' apparently!
So will soon find out!
Booking leona tickets deffo in the morning :) tried this morning on presale buy
Didn't like the seat location! So hopefully better ones in general sale :D
Right I'm off before I get travel sickkk!!!
Later dudes (H)

let me go home..... (24/11/2009)

Heyyyyy
So I'm currently on the pronto rushing this blog,
Before we get to newstead where there's no signal :/
Just passing sherwood atm :)
Been a looooong day today :/ really tired and wanna sleep!
Day off tomorrow tho :)
Just remembered I've got dancing tonight,
So rang Lauren to check she's still going :)
Mum said she's guna cook me a light dinner & then take away after :)
Defoooo on it fam!!!
I can't believe how dark it is to say its only 5ish (N) literally pitch!

Dance was quite good today seeing all the solos and group pieces :)

Actually roasdting on this bus :@

Butttt I'm off now as need 2 eat my bacon crisps and biscuits lool <3
Goodbyeeeee :)

I like to party, Everybody Does (8) (23/11/2009)

Ahhhh had a funny day today :)

Media was shocking as per usual,

But in film we had to make a new concept for a film experience!
And We came up with I.Cinema, Interative cinema (H)
James presented our project in his "presenting" voice, and made me laugh so much!
"Join the harry potter flight, complete with wind & a broomstick" LMAOOOOO!
Classic times!

Just watched Hannah's singing video on youtube www.youtube.com/acitybythesea <>
She's really good jelous much!!!!!!
But when lucy can drive we're going to yorkshire to Vlog in a field! Could we get much cooler? (H) loool
Very Very Very Tired but feeling alright!
Guna go in the bath soon then off to bed after Im a celebrity!
Sorted out the finances for leona tickets this week :D
Actually guna make my year! Concert I've been waitig for, for 2 years <3
Deffo guna be amazing!!!
Can't waittttttt!!!!!
"I gotta take a chance tonight, so I'm doing me myself and I can't wait no more, sitting all alone, man I really hope, HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME! "

If I Could Wish For One Thing......(22/11/2009)

Id take the smile that you bring,
Wherever you go in this world,
I'll come along!
Together we dream the same dream,
Forever I'm here for you,
Your here for me,
Oho oh oh
Two Voices, One Song!!!! (8)

Rehearsed my dance again today :) Confident and ready to tackle michelle with it!!!

JEdward have finally gone from Xfactor, although I did feel sorry for them tonight, as they was really upset, but its the publics fault for keeping them in this long :/

Just watching "adrenaline junkie" Jack Osbourne and Fam!
Ozzy giving me joke!!!!
So Im guna run a bath now, and go to bed soon to prepare for college tomorrow (N)

Goodnight bleds!!!!!

I'll Sing It One Last Time For You! (21/11/2009)

Ive been trying to sort out Blogger on my Blackberry, But it wouldnt work at first.
But now I've finally got it sorted, so should be blogging more often :)

This weeks been a bit mad, sorting stuff out with family & stuff!

College week went rather quick, which was good as it normally drags to hell!!!!

Starbucks again this week of course........

Leona Lewis tickets come out next thursday so I'm desperatly seeking finances so that I can buy 2 tickets!!!!!!!

Meant to have dancing tomorrow but I think Im leaving because it's too much going to nottingham 6 days a week! and on a sunday I'm out of the house too long because of the bus's!

Got a new Blackberry last night, coz the one I had was faulty. The R key stopped working :/ & the trackpad was dodgey! My new one's trackpad is still a bit dodgey, but maybe after time it will sort its self out!!

Watched free willy earlier today!!! What a classic :P Im just watching the "come dine with me" Omnibus! Last episode so finding out the winner.

1Xtra on sunday : Still not sorted out the transport or anything yet! Deffo need to speak to leah about that!!

Im really looking forward to next week, especially if I get these tickets it will actually make my year!!!!!

Mum went to see Beyonce last night and said it was incredible! She got me a poster (H) Deffo be going up on my wall!!

I need to sort out my Alevel Solo for Dance now, So gotta go!
Gotta have 1min for tuesday, and so far I havent even got any research Ooops!

Byeeeeeeee
"can you keep up"?

Fake Your Way To The Top (16/11/2009)

Hellooooooooooo :)
Haven't blogged in a while again!!!!

Had my maths exam on friday which went well surprisingly! Results in january!!!
Went to kieran's 18th on friday night!
Was really good, but I've realised that I can't lie anymore..... I AM A LIGHTWEIGHT!!!!!
1 Big bottle of smirnoff ice, 1 small WKD, 1 double vodka and coke & 3 shot's of apple sours, and was verging on bladdered! Thank god we left when we did, last thing I remeber was dancing on the stairs and Imahn shouting "Go milooooo" Jeeeez!!!!
Really good times tho :)
Saturday I stayed in bed, and sunday completely forgot about dancing on sunday, not good!!!!!1

Today at college was rather shocking, all my stuff is still at leah's so hopefully getting half of it back tomorrow, I got to college had to sing this register, because I forgot my Student ID! So if i forget it again then I get sent home apparently : Soz!!!!!!!
Starbucks tomorrow with leah!!! That's literally the highlight of my week :P

Oh yeahhh got my Blackberry Curve 8520 on friday, although didnt get to set it up till saturday!!!!! Absolutely love it, don't know how I coped with a normal phone before Blackberry's they are pretty immense to be frank :D
Dunno when my first bill's coming through.... apparently it starts on 1st of december so hopefully ill get billed 1st of jan??? (A) loool Maybe it's first of december tho not sure :/

Dance tomorrow, guna be effort!!!! Then media last lesson eurrrrgh!!!! It drags majorly I swear Im in there like 3 hours!!!!!!

But yeah another day another challenge, still healthy & all is good so nothing major to complain about!!!
Peace out Boy scout!!!!
"boom shaka lacka boom boom"

Counting 1,2,3............ (10/11/2009)

I had my key skills exam this morning :
Came home straight after!!
Im so tired coz I didn't sleep last night :/
Struggling to stay awake now, and I'v got dancing later (N)
Watching friends and trying to sleep on thr wooden floor : loool it's not good :P
Right said fred,
I'm off!
"Close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the cord"

Meet Me At The Hotel Room? (07/11/2009)

Bloooooooooogerrrrrrrrrr!!!!
I've had my typical weekend, yes that includes 6million hours in bed!
I didn't get up till like 3, and havnt really done much since :/

I've decided im going to cancel my contract, Because for £5 more a month,
I can have a Blackberry, with unlimited internet, texts and 300 mins calltime!
So My contract expires on 7th of november, and there's 2 more bills to pay then it's done!
So After this next bill comes out, Im gna try and get this contract deal :)

Hopefully it will still be available because £30 is far to much!!!!

Going to Spritzer tomorrow with Natalie for the first class :)
Hopefully guna be another street routine like we did in the audition :D
leaving here at like 11.10 getting 11.30 bus to notts!
Then finish at 3 so getting 4.15 bus home :)
Gives me something to do on sundays now, so I won't be putting on stupid amounts of weight or getting fat. Because I don't do half as much as I used to so getting a bit unhealthy in my old age ;)

Got my Key skills exam on tuesday, at the christian centre, NO IDEA where it is :P
Maths exam on friday! Did my mocks at home earlier got 28/40 on first paper,
then 38/40 on second paper! So I feel much more confident whooop!
And I've realised that doing the actual papers helps u learn things,
believe it or not :O!
I think for once I'm in the right frame of mind to learn things, coz I seem to be taking a lot more in , & being able to use my own initiative to complete things.
Just little things I notice now, but It's all been for the good so far, So hopefully nothing will go down then pan!!!!!

Still hoping tht I get this job at Schuh that I applied for :/
Temporary work could lead to me being kept on, which would be the biggets break ever!
I actually don't think I'd have much to moan about tbh! Which is a shock for me, but It seems money/job is the only thing im missing at the moment, Because I can't help mum out, or do things that I want to do, because I don't feel right asking for money!
But when I get a job it will all change :)
So just hoping this could be the right time for me!

(8) No time to wait on the side,
watching it all pass me by,
I'm guna be in the game, Watch me play it!,
I'm coming with it you know,
let's get to starting the show,
Turn up the lights hit the stage no more waiting :D!!!! (8)

Still loving all these songs that people have never heard of but mean a lot to me....

(8) It's my turn now, and you know that I'm ready,
It's my turn now yeah I'm strong, and I'm steady,
Break down the walls, gunna go for it ALL,
It's my time guna shine, show you how,
Because it's my turn now! (8)

If there was ever a song to keep you positive there it is :D

Watching this last episode of "American Dad" The im off to bed!
Ten mins to go! It seem to have a habbit of going to bed at 00.00 on weekends!
Midnight seems to do it for me (H) "Cool Bean"

Laterrrr Peopleeeeee
"I'm just keeping it real" ""NAH AH FOR WHO :S"
Loool <3

No Matter How Hard It Gets, We Gotta Fight... (05/11/2009)

Now Everyday Aint G'un Be No Picnic!
Love Aint No Walk In The Park!
All You Can Do Is Make The Best Of It!
CAN'T BE AFRAID OF THE DARK!

Tell me about it!
Well today started off teribly,
My first bus didn't come on time :(
Then 2 came at once so the one I got on,
Had to be packed didn't it!
So yeah I rushed to college :@
went into town after form, and filled in an application form so Schuh!
Which made me late for media :
I didn't even bother walking back to college because I was so late!
I don't know what I was playing at :

But on the bright side....
The Application for SCHUH!
And yes there is actually vacancies!
So I'm literally begging for a place!
It's really good money, Leah works there so I know theyre flexible with shifts!
This is only for an Xmas temp,
But Hopefully if i did get a Temp job, I would be able to stay on!
Im begging literally :( :(
I want this job more than anything!
Ive also seen a job in mansfield
10-4on a saturday 6 quid an hour!
So I think im gna take a CV to there aswell,
You never know!
BUT IF THERE IS A GOD!
GIMMIE THIS JOB!!!!!!!
Despo despo!
But ive got a good feeling,
so things might actually be looking up!

So I've got college tomorrow,
last day before weekend so hopefully will be good!
Oh I got into Spritzer dance :D
I had my audition on wednesday with Natalie,
and we both got in :D
And Ive got my britains got talent letter :)
They came today so Leah & I Got 5 weeks to make up a routine :D
Hopefully we'll smash it :D

Over and out!
"We need a change yeah, do it today yeah,I can feel my spirit rising"

1Xtra...... (03/11/2009)

Hey :)
It's 1.37am I have college today, but can't sleep so thought i'd ipod blog aain :)!!!!

Sunday was amazing!!!!!!
Was supposed to get up at 4 but got a text at 3 so got up even earlier!
Went in the bath had breakfast & got ready!
Went to the bus station for 5.50am and met mel, the coach pulled off :| we stopped him & he waited until raquel came! He did leave early, but fair enough i shouldve told him we was getting on : but anyway got into sheff & went to the arena in the queue for the BBC1Xtra:live free tickets :D ! It was freezing and pouring it down but we braved it for 2 hours!!!
We got the tickets in a matter of seconds
& tried to dry out! But it didnt work!
We then got interviewed by the radio people, so guna listen out for us on that station :D
Then.........
We walked back to Meadowhall and went to primark to get some new clothes loool! Well i got another sweat top so i was a lot warmer :) we went in the apple shop & took pics & a vid on the iphones & emailed it to ourselves :p ill put them up if i remember :)
Starbucks was the last stop of the day! sat and chilled and talked before going back for the coach well.......
There was a mix up & we missed the coach to get us to the other side of shefield :/ luckily there
Was a bus so we payes £1.80 to get to sheffield interchange and caught the bus home which was packed!
Got home & thort i was gna die! So tired & cold :p
Ive had the day off today to recover but im still majorly congested & sniffly :(
But im going to college today, gotta get the tickets for the christmas carol thing :S coz we have 2 see it so we can do the workshop with " the northern ballet theatre":)
Me & leah are askin to use the studio after lesson so we can get practising for britains got talent (H) fun times :) I've then got media then its home time yesssss!!!!!!!
So I literally cannot wait for this concert, going to be literally off the scale mad mad times :)
So yep, im off to do a bit more tweeting before i sleep! Finally getting tired tho :D
Nighttttt
"leave it all behind"