A whole lotta nothing (30/10/2009)

I've stayed in bed all day!

Literally!
Got up had my breakfast well, dinner being as tho its was 1.30,
Went back to bed, watched bring it on: fight to the finish, and just got up and come on computer now!
Literally NO LIFE! today!
Im just layed back thinkin "what have I actually done this week" :
Back to college on monday & then the free time is up!
Well I have nothing else to say today!
Catch you later,
Wasteman!!!!!

Crack of Dawn (29/10/2009)

Hey so it's 4:47AM :|
I don't know why I'm still awake, but i'm laying in bed with a charged ipod! So i thort id take this oppertunity to blog :)

Well ny mum's still really ill :( she's up & down all night coz she's in pain with her stomache and head! But hopefully she's finding out what's wrong with her tomorrow!

I'm off to Notts today with Amelia for another cousins day out:p complete with cinema trip. Going to see UP! 3D :) hoping it's guna be good. I also need 2 pairs of Joggers from primark, one pair is to cut into shorts :) all for dancing!!!
I've also got to have my Starbucks, thinking Iced Cafe Mocha with cream :D making my mouth water already 8-) and then HMV to check out some DVD's and CD's! And a littl spot of job hunting ** note to self, MUST REMEBER CV's **.
So yeah that's tommorows plan!

Been asked by raquel & Mel to go to sheffield on sunday! To get FREE tickets for 1xtra live :D chipmunk, dozze rascal, JLS, Taio Cruz the full deal :D
But coz its on a sunday obviously transports limited so we're trying to sort it all out, but hopefully we'll figure a way around it!

Need to make some arrangements for the weekend so I'm not stuck in :) & then it's back to college again already :/ Time goes wayyyyyy 2 fast (N)

So it's 5.00Am on the dot! Really guna try & sleep!!!! Even tho Twitter is very very very tempting right now :@
Night/Morning
"winkin, blinkin & nodd"

♫ Send It On ♫ (26/10/2009)

Send it on,
On and on,
Just one hand can heal another,
Be a part Reach a heart,
Just one spark starts a fire,
With one little action the chain reaction,
Will never stop,
Make it strong,
Shine a light,
& send it on!!! <3

Bit of disney tunage for you there :P

So today mums been even worse with her ilness! The doctor thinks its swine flu :
And my dads got it, and then theres me buzzing as :P
Hopefully my immune system is guna hold out :D

I was going to the computer shop tomorrow, to try and get extra space on my hard drive...
BUt my mmorys just gone up from 6 Gigs to 15 :S Don't even ask coz I have NO idea!

But yeah not done much today,
Just watching the simpsons, hollyoaks and then the one show :
Need to charge my Ipod alsooooo :)
So im off
"A word's just a word, Till you mean what you say"

Sunday, Sunday!!!!! (25/10/2009)

Yeah I have no imagination today lool!

Got Up today at 9.40 because the clocks went back, so mum didn't moan at me for getting up "late"
Had some food and watched dating in the dark!
Mum & Nanna are really Ill today, so no sunday dinner for me :p
Im going to the cinema later with Gina to see SAW 6 :)
Seen all the others so gotta see the latest ahaha!
Underage 18 films why not:P
Currently sat in the dining room, listening to a bit of whitney houston ♫I Have Nothing♫.
Very unproductive day, I don't even have any work to do for college :
Ive got to "compile" a CD of songs for Dance for when we go back, but It wasn't even explained properly so I need to speak to others to see what they're doing, if they're doing it at all :S

I was supposed to go to Alton Towers Scarefest today, but didn't feel like going, so told lucy last week to give my place up on minibus!
I still don't think I'm feeling 100% tho, Keep having sick & dizzy spells :/
So I'm guna go in the bath later and then get ready to go meet Gina :)
ooooo Song change ♫I wanna Dance With Somebody♫
Feel good Sunday for me :D
Normally sit around feeling bored, but I'm refusing to let it get the better of me this week :D

Going to Nottingham on thursday with Amelia (H) Cousins day out again :P
Just need to Go primark for 2 paird of Joggers for dance!!
Definatly guna be cutting them up into some shorts!
Think We're going to see "This Is It - Michael Jackson"
Can't freaking wait!!!!!! What an absolute LEGEND!
Need to get myself an MJ Tshirt!!!
The weathers sunny today :S After raining and being freezing we're having random sunny spells again in the middle of October, BAD TIMES! I really want it to snow actually AT Xmas this year, Not in the middle of February :S

So hopefully this films guna be twice as good, And Twice as gorey as the other SAW's :D
Yes Im Sick I know :P
Bye De BYe
"I want to play a game"

Circles Round The Moon (21/10/2009)

Yes the title is another song name :P :)
SO I'm trying to get back into the swing of blogging as i forget like all the time!
And sometimes i really just CBA!
This week I've been at the cinema with "film"
Monday I went to see "synedouche, new york" Which was really strange but wierd. Got whitney Houtstons new "i look to you" album aswell :) AND confirmation of my poster being dispatched so it best hurry up. Its like the brooklyn bridg with new york skyline in the back (L) To go on my wall....

Yesterday was the "wings of desire" film, it was very very vey boring!
I feel asleep as it was in german with subtitles! Bad day!

Today I am so tired and so ill :@
Went to college for film, maths and key skills!
And literally achieved nothing, I have handed my draft in for my storyboard tho! Actually done something on time :O
Key skills makes me want to die! It drags ridiculously, and I don't know how I manage to stay there tbh!

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Just went in the bath!!!!!!!!..................... But yeah.....

Tomorrow, cinema again : to see "the boat that rocked"
I really cannot be bothered far to tired :(
& that's literally all im going in for (N)
I don't see the point but I need EMA!!!

I need to take the bin out to the front soon, coz I always leave it till late!
Im trying to apply myself to finding a job, because when I don't find one I give up,
But I need to just keep looking & looking until one comes along :)
Because I'm not just guna get a job when I want one!
So I've printed 10 CV's off again, and im guna keep them with me snap up every oppertunity!!!!

Feeling kinda positive, Just got a few negative things happening at the moment, but that's life!

So this is me done for today!, Just watching secret millionaire after going outside to do the bin, but ive jst realised how cold it is : I should just do it at 4'oclock when I get in, but I always leave it till this stupid time!
Awww secret millionaire is really emotional, and I think I need to turn over, do not feel like getting upset tonight :)

Goodnight
"Tomorrow is another day"

...Slowly Dissapear (17/10/2009)

** Warning ** (Do NOT read if depressed) Sorry im so morbid!

I havn't blogged for ages :/
Well college weeks are literally flying past!
6 weeks next week!
Got stuff to do for film on wednesday but have not felt well all day so really cba to do it!

I had an amazing day yesterday, college was average, but went shopping and starbucks (on my own) after & then met up with Tahlia & Rio, and went to the chipmunk signing :D
It was good had a mini convo withy him before being pushed off by bodyguards :@
His albums really good, and a lot of his songs make a lot of sense to me,
so Im starting to really like him as the way his songs are realistic remind me of Leona <3

But the general mood isnt good tbh :/
As i said not well, single life is killing it, i feel like i cant do anything right, nothing to do, and when people do ask me to go out its to somewhere pointless and boring!
Everyones going town to drink till they die, which is not what i want to be doing when im 18!
I wanna go out and have fun but not every week and not in that state!

I just want to be happy! like generally even if i dont have any friends!

Quote....
Holding on tightly Just can't let it go,
Just trying to play my role Slowly disappear,
ohh But all these days, they feel like they're the same,
Just different faces,
different names,
Get me out of here!!!!!!!!!

Story of my life literally!

Ive given up on college already and Ive barely even started!!!
But looking forward to the college party on the 5th with leah! :)

Eurgghghhh I know I moan like 24/7 but theres so much shit happening!
and i know it could be worse but i seriously just think FML FML FML FML FML!!!!!

Well the xfactor is just starting so gna wrap this up!
Dreading John & Edward singing Oops I did it again :
Night Night
Yours Truely
FML!