"This is where it all begins" (31/12/2009)

Well guys its that time of year again,
Christmas is over & we're ready to say goodbye to one year
And bring in the next!

2010 seems to feel like a positive year for people,
With big & bold things in store, so I hope it stays that way :)
This new years is a bit of a downer for me because,
I feel like I'm saying goodbye to my childhood,
I'm 18 next year so I'm free to go out next new years eve &
Travel and god knows what else it will bring :p
It just reminds me of an old seaworld advert that used to be on tele,
It said "childhood lasts ****** of days (don't remeber the exact number) so make it unforgettable" or
Something along those lines!
And even when I wasn't very old it always used to make me appreciate how short life was,
Because I don't really think we ever feel as if were growing up until
It comes to birthdays and your realising your age & how much time has passed,
Without you even realising!
But I think its good aswell because your moving on to the next chapter of your life!
'As one door closes another one opens'

Well I've had some amazing times in 2009 &
Although I haven't blogged from the start of the year,
I hope that I've captured enough of the good times for me to
Look back on :)

2010 is surely guna bring good times, bad times (we're not human without them),
Tears, happiness, new friends, new experiences, a new outlook!

I'd like to thank everyone who's read my blog this year,
Hopefully you'll continue to in 2010,
Drop me a message or friend request if you have a blog too,
Twitter: MiloKnowsBest
Tweet me if you've got anything to say! Positive or negative ;)

I'm guna try and get back into adding photos next year,
Coz they brighten up the blog a little :)
Just that when I blog on my phone I don't have the option too (N)

I wish everyone a happy new year for tonight!
& I hope that 2010 brings everything that you want, and more!

Yours Truely
Confessions of a Bloodclat!! ;)

Hmmmmmm (28/12/2009)

Welll I can't think of a decent name for this blog....
Its 2.40pm and I'm sat in the living room watching this random film with my dad,
Not doing anything today & I'm in one of them moods where you just randomly
Zone out & daydream :p.
Its pretty grey & dark outside so its making my mood a bit wierd!
Its cold aswell D:

Well I'm off to meadowhall again tomorrow with my mum to get some more clothes,
My dad also wants some stuff so I've gotta go shopping for him coz he's not coming!
To Get List:
Dads stuff
Hollister stuff
Scrapbook
Jeans
And a california sweattop!!!!
Whoop loving american style as per usual ;)

I need to organise myself for tomorroe &
Gotta take some pictures of the stuff that dad wants,
So I'm off!
Adios :)

It's all over (27/12/2009)

Hello,
Havent blogged since xmas eve but been far to busy!

So christmas day, got up opened my presents,
Went to my Nanna & Grandads for dinner,
and then to my aunties to open even more presents!
Present's are as follows....
Total of £400 Cash
Cirque Du Soleil Tickets
Leona Lewis Tickets (But had them in november)
Jack Wills £30 Voucher
Catherine Tate DVD
Michael Mcintyre DVD
Diesel: Only the brave Gift Set
Box of Lindt Chocolate
Michael Jackson's: This Is It CD
Leona Lewis: Echo CD
Alicia Keys: The Element Of Freedom CD
A Pot Money box
Quatro Titanium Razor
Knee High Ski Socks ( for warmth) :p
2 Pairs of other socks
I can't remeber anymore :/

I wasn't feeling very well while we was there & later at night,
I fell asleep at the dining table on the chairs :| Loool Bad times :/

But Then............................

Boxing day!
Amelia Stayed over Last night
Got up at 4.50Am Went to Jack Wills in Nottingham for 6.20AM, Waited till 7 for it to openn! Then, as we was in the first 100 to be in store we got an extra 20% off sale prices :D
So I brought 2 Hoodies, A shirt & a Seasonnaires Tshirt :)
Amelia Got a Hoodie & a Seasonnaires Tshirt!
We both made massive savings <3

Then we got back in the car an off to meadhowhall it was!
We waited for Auntie Jane, Nanna & Elliot,
To get there, and then we went to get some breakfast (well a sausage roll from greggs) and then the shopping began!
Found some sneakers for elliot in foot locker and he brought them out of his money!
In Hollister I got a long sleeved T-shirt for £24 Which I thought was good :)
Amelia again found a little reduced section & manages to get a hollister T-shirt for £9.90 :O Nice one!

So after My mum, Nanna & Auntie had finished, Me & mum took Nanna home, showed grandad our stuff, and then came home! I went to bed at 8pm as I was nackered!!!

Today.....
I woke up at 8 but fell back asleep,
then amelia, Auntie & Mum got back from going out at about 11am
So I got up to see them, theyd been buying again in the "NEXT" (the shop) sale :p

So now mum's making me Lasagne & Garlic bread :D
Ive just ripped My MJ CD onto Itunes, So guna have another listen to that :)

Christmas 2009 - DONE <3
"Roll On New Year"

Xmas Eve........... (24/12/2009)

Everywhere I go,
Every Smile I see,
I know you are there,
Smiling back at me,
Dancing in moonlight,
I know you are free,
Coz I can see your start shining down on me :)
<3 Janet Jackson at 6.30 in the morning :D

Well.....................
I went to bed at like midnight! Last night/this morning!
& I haven't slept since!
I was on twitter on my blackberry, & then hear mum come downstairs,
this was at 4,
So I came down had a yoghurt & then some egg fried rice!
Bear in mind that this was at 4.30AM :|
Then ever since then Ive been on the laptop,
Coz mums gone to sleep in my bed, coz dad's snoring too loud!
But she's gotta get up at 7, which is only half an hour away now :)
But tbh Im feeling alright atm!
Itll hit me later tho Im sure!

Ahhhh Glee "dont stop believing" just came on itunes :D
I'm guna be jolly now!!!!!
Feel like dancing, but dads jst got up so he'll think I'm crazy 8-)

Ermmmmm So yeah its actually Christmas Eve!
The real countdown to christmas has begun!
Under 24 hours left now till the "BIG DAY" ahahah
Itll be over before you know it, It always is :/
But then I guess weve got boxing day sales & New years eve to look forward to :)
& then 2010 See what comes of that year!

But for now theres still quite a while of 2009 left, so guna enjoy it while I can!

Will finaly get to give mum her Whitney Houston Tickets tomorrow, & I can actually talk about being exited for it :D <3 I proper can't wait to go but I cant say anything because of mum not knowing im going :(
But tomorrow it'll all be over :)
So yuss thats all I have got to say really :)
Ill probably blog tomorrow night,
But not sure If ill remeber, or get time!
Coz ill be partying on down with the family (H)

So Hope everyone has a really good christmas!
To everyone who reads this anyway, LUCY & MARSHY you would be included,
BUT you stopped blogging, so It doesnt apply to you!

Christmas Eve.... Eve (23/12/2009)

Did you ever as a child get hyped up over 'christmas eve,eve'?
Looool the 23rd of december!
When really there's nothing to be exited about you make it eve,eve
Just to make it sound like its closer than it really is :p

Thinking back I do miss the old christmas's
Thinking santa was coming down the chimney/or back door for those without!
Not being able to sleep then waking up at like 5am
& being told to go back to bed coz it was to early!
& you felt like you life was over coz you had to wait 2 more hours :p

But now its nothing compared to that, you see the year fly by,
You feel yourself getting older & older! Wondering
What next years guna bring, hoping for a positive year but
There's always some form of crap that brings you down!

Now christmas is more about trying to forget the year your heading out of,
& bracing yourself for the year to come!
The magic of christmas is no longer there :/

Maybe when you have your own family you get to live it through
The eyes of your kids & partner!!

But for now the 'christmas magic' is dead :(

Doesn't mean to say you don't have a good time :D
With all the family & time of work/ school,
One day out of everyday life where you can chill
Fully take it easy!!!

& I guess that no matter how bad life gets,
Or how much we deny it, we all love christmas despite the cons!
Mostly its positives all round!
So get festive & enjoy it while it lasts :) <3

I feel like a kid again........ (21/12/2009)

It's just turned midnight &
I'm under my covers (tent style)
On my phone (H)
Reminding me of when I was little & used to stay up with
My torch making up adventure stories :D
Exept I'm doing it tonight because its fully artic!!!!
We've had the biggest fall of snow yesterday,
So when I wake up later hoping that there's gna be more :D

Amelia stayed over this weekend, we had joke night on
Saturday! Trying to sing 'send it on' and amelias
Voice nrly cracking because it was so high ahahaahh!
We recorded a version of 'for good' aswell which sounded alright!

So today I'm hoping to wake up at a decent time!
So that I don't miss half the day :)
Might actually venture out tomorrow!
Yeah I know what's up with me wanting to go out? :p
Fun times!

But as for now, I'm guna go on twitter, check my E-mails
& then get some sleep!
Night All...

COLD!!!! (18/12/2009)

Well its only just gone midnight,
But still another day another blog!
Blogging @ this time of night is better for me,
Because ur head is clearer when ur in bed, and u
Think about things more!

Its absolutely freezing tho :(
Mum says its gna be -4 degrees today :|
My feet already feel like blocks of ice,
Sure I've got frost bite on my right big toe!
Its killing!

Well its official today is guna be my last day at college,
& its also exactly one week till xmas day :O
No idea where this years gone!
I'm already half way through my first year at High Pavement,
And its nearly 2010!
What scares me more is that if I wouldve stayed on the BND dance
Course, I wouldve been going to uni next year!
Jeez I'm getting old! 18 in six months, time definately flies!
And I now more than ever understand the saying
'lifes to short' because it really is!
I need to start learning to try and ignore or
Resolve the little things that bother me,
Because before I know it ill be wondering why I wasted
So much time letting things drag me down!
But I think 2010 will be a good year for me :)
A lot of positivity going into this one!

I'm getting up at 6, going to college got maths, then film,
Need to nip into the card factory to get a gift envelope
& card to put mums xmas present in :)
Forgot about getting one, so tomorrows the last oppertunity!

early start! So I need to sleep now!
I'm already nasty enough in a morning when I'm tired :p
But hey who isn't (A)

The first snow of winter (17/12/2009)

Awww I love 'the first snow of winter' movie thing'
soo cute :p

today was meant to go to college but I only hAve media'
& theyre doing the second half of a test and I havent started it'
so theres no point!!
Ive not been up long & its already 1.30pm I can sleep for england!
Got the radio on & chilling with a coffe (H)
all i want for christmas is coming on in a min ahahhaah
best xmas song ever??
I handed in my film coursework on wednesday so im hoping I get a good mark :/
last day tomorrow :D 2 lessons film & maths, and were supposed to be doing something 'fun'
dunno how much fun it will be tho :|
better than hard work I guess tho!!

I reAlly want to watch a film later!!!
I keep forgeting to watch one tho :(

Oh 1 more thing E4 played the first episode of 'glee'!!!
It was really good!!! Cant wait for it to start properly next year :)

This could be the start of something....(15/12/2009)

I can feel my heart is jumping,
Want to walk but can't stop running,
Ooooo can't stop running,
Good to be a part of something,
Once upon a time was nothing,
This could be the start of something,
This could be the start of something good! <3

Yesss todays the day!
In a few short hours ill be getting up & ready
For britains got talent audition in birmingham with leah :)
Got a good feeling, worked hard to produce something in time,
And I like what we've got so you never know, dreams could come true!
Just know that we both go as hard as we can, and. Hopefulyy they'll see
Some potential in us :)

Well I'm guna try & sleep now!
Need all the luck I can get!
Nightttttttttttt!

A nice change (14/12/2009)

"Yesterday" as its past midnight now,
Woke up feeling dreadful (no suprise)
And did some film CW! Still nowhere near finished :/
But then mum came to pick me up & went over to my nannas
To see lucy,beth,alison & malcolm! Our friends from derby :)
Had some tea and a laugh & was good fun!!
Then we went back to my aunties to get a charger for this phone they've given my mum &
Then came home!
Watched tele & attempted to do more for film but it didn't happen!

So I'm now laying in bed, freezing & bunged up :/
Wondering if ill make it into college today!
I don't even enjoy the time off but I feel 10 times
Worse when I'm sat in college!
Really does weaken your body!
I've got 'britains got talent' audition in birminghan,
With leah tomorrow aswell :/
I really don't feel up 2 it but so determined. To go,
We've put in the hours & its far to good oppertunity to miss!
'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger'
So I'm guna have to suck it up & show them what were capable of!

Joe won xfactor last night aswell bless him!
He is really good tho, and his version of 'the climb'was better than Olly's!

Ateempting 2 sleep is guna be unsucessful as I can't breathe!!
My nose just doesn't let any air in :@
But gotta try or again will have no chance of making it to college!
In goes the 'cough sweet' and I'm off to sleep (yn)
Nighttttttt

"that's a wrap" (12/12/2009)

Welllll its been a long week despite hardly being at college for any of it (N)
didnt go in for my first 2 lessons today, meaning i missed maths & film......
But film was cancelled anyway,so only really missed maths. But ive bad
no maths lessons this week so i am guna be majorly behind next week!!!!!
Finished our britains got talent dance :) finally! Just gotta tweak it,
but apart from that we're ready! So bring on tuesday!!
Had my last dance lesson of the year today!
Did a mock exam & i had no idea how to write my stuff down,
so i dont even want to know my mock mark!
Plus i havent even done the practical which is 60% of the final mark!
So there really is no point with this mock!
But ahhh well life goes on!!!!

Ive just realised it 4.30Am so i really should be asleep & not blogging.......
But my boduly clocks been thrown off & im struggling to get back into a rehular sleeping pattern:(
xfactor final today! Hoping joe wins :)
I bet i wont get up till like 4 in the afternoon today so wont have a long wait :p

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Now im guna attempt the impossible & try and sleep, at least before the sun comes up!!
Night all!!!!

The resting is over (10/12/2009)

Yup the resting is over,
had 2 verrrry nice days of college :) but im backtomorrow!
Dont think imguna make it to form tomorrow, just for media which is my actual lesson.
Done nothing but slept over the past 2 days but its felt good :)
caught up on my sleep so should be ready to go in the morning.
Im getting up at 8 coz i need a bath and a shave! So gotta leave plenty of time!
Last dance lesson on friday & weve got a mock exam!
Wont be there on tuesday as got britains got talent auditon :D
feeling a lot happier with it this year, becausebLeah & I got a good routine
prepared and i think that we both know we worked our hardest!
So whatever the outcome were guna keep a positive attitude!
Just to be infront of the judges would be more than I ever want!
I think its just the experience of knowing somebody important has seen you,
and your being told it from the best!
Its harder for dancers tho because there is a wide variety of very talented dancees out there &
youve literally gotta be the best of the best to even stand a chance :/
but fingers crossed you never know how far you can go if you put yourself out there!

Well im currently in bed, cant sleep as ive been used to not needing to be up,
tomorrow might be a killer (N) wondering where I can go on holiday next year,
dont want the holiday of a lifetime, just somewere cheap and cheerful
to get away for a week or weekend!
Looking forward to thw future asthis year comes to an end!!
So keeping positive and pushing on!!!!
2010 will be bigger better & have lots more exiting things in store :D

Keep Smiling, Keep Shining......... (07/12/2009)

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure!
That's what friends are for. For good times & bad times,
Ill be on your side forever more. That's what friends are for!
Ahhhhh What a tune!!! Need a bit of old tunage in your life :)

So lets seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
Sunday, didn't get up till like 2.45,
and dinner was ready at 3.30 :)
So that was the first thing I had to eat :)
Watched Xfactor, Happy that Danyl Left :D

Today was shocking............ I went to college for 9,
Media was so slow and long, Ive realised that i dont have a clue what im doing lol!
I shouldn't laugh but what else can you do really?
Film was ok,.,,,, but all we did was watch "love actually"
and I have that on DVD, So i couldve done that at home in bed :/
Just some lessons we have seem very pointless!

Tomorrow I don't think I'm going in not feeling well (N)
Need to sleep it off!!!!!

Sorted Xmas present out for mum (H)
2 tickets to whitney houston (H)
Deffo guna love it :D

Lots to look forward to next year :)
Feb - Chipmunk
March - Tinchy Stryder
April - Whitney Houston
May - Alicia Keys?
June - Leona Lewis
July - London with lucy?

Alicia Keys and london havent been booked yet, but we're still planning on going,
So hopefully if everything goes to plan then It'll all be gravy :D

2010 looks like its guna be one of the best yet :D
Peace outtttttt!

Used to dream about being a millionaire, without a care (05/12/2009)

Morning!
I've only just come up to bed,
Been listening to itunes for hours on end!
A lot of the songs have made me think about a lot of things,
I don't want to go as far as ' reassesing my life'!
But I've done some major thinking about my future plans!
As for after college I don't have a clue but.....
I've decided that I want to stay & complete both years!
I want to get 3 full AS levels! Regardless of uni!
Because I think that they will majorly benefit me!!!!
I've got a lot planned for next year already, and I think that
I will enjoy college a lot more when I've got a lot of different things
To look forward to :)
I think I've been thinking about all the things I want to do in life,
But far to early! Like major holidays, roadtrips, moving out, full timr work ETC!
I'm trying to achieve all this as a 17 year old! And unfortunately 'there's is a mountain high enough,!
I think that for once I'm setting goals for myself!
But the goals that I'm setting are way to high!
Pffffft I can't do nothing right really :/ (N)
But yeah I've kinda got my head screwed on &
Need to get my work ready for the deadlines!
Got some rehearsing for dance, my film project and media revision!
Exam on the 13th january :| as iffffff!
Need to go over key concept and other crap!
Right I'm actually falling asleep :(
Could write loads more but I'm zonked!!
Off to catch some Z's BIZZLE!!

CBA (02/12/2009)

Hey,
I wanna leave college deffo!!!!
Its actually doing my head in (N)
Everyone is already giving up on lessons and
I swear that I'm failing everything already!
What is the point in waiting till the end of the
Year to find out I've gotta do 3 AS subjects again :|
Not guna be good times if that happens!
I'm just tired of comming and feeling like I haven't learnt anything!
Hopefully some oppertunities will come up next year!
Because I am not feeling staying here!