The weeks been morbid... (09/10/2010)

Well on thursday after going to college with tahlia, I found out all my lessons & tutor where cancelled :
So that was a complete waste of bus fare :( But at least I made the effort!
FInally got sociology added to my timetable :D
So I now have to go in for 1 lesson on a wednesday :/ But im glad ive finally got it added should help nicely with ucas points!
I really have lost track of what Im supposed to be doing, So im jst going to enjoy this weekend, then get back on top of everything as of monday.
Need to really make progress with my personal statement aswell because I havent even started it :/ Might make a start today.... but I dont really know how your supposed to write it, only the content.

Xfactor live shows start tonight, wondering who the wild card are going to be ??
Hopefully its Yuli, or however you spell it. she was brilliant!

October 2010.......... (06/10/2010)

Yet again we're into a new month, No idea where this years gone/going just seems to be slipping by.....


Just got back from butlins on Monday was literally the best weekend ever! Was "disco inferno" 18+ weekend, so there where no little kids running about!
Literally had the best time, 3 nights of partying & drinkin!


My grandad played on stage on the saturday night which was the night, Chantelle & I were absolutely steaming, so being backstage & shouting probably wasnt the best idea :/ Ahh well he didnt mind so thats all that counts!


Met some new people & still in touch with them!

This was the "butlins celebrity" the smallest man I have ever seen. Not in touch with him but he was "onit" every night! LOL!!!!
Got the best memories & was so gutted to be back, but im back to normal now & looking forward to the next one!
Think we're guna do 80's next year!!!!

I've been home alone since we got back on monday coz mums gone straight to turkey!
Tahlia stayed over last night & she's coming back over again tonight & going to tutor tomorrow morning.

Enojoyed doing my own shopping & cooking so far & for once the house is actually tidy D:
Got a text off mum saying she's got me a Louis Vuitton wallet, so im more than happy!

Good Evening/Morning (16/09/2010)

Well its officially the 16th as its 20 past midnight!
Ive got college at 11.30 tomorrow but I'm to busy watching "The Island",
Never seen it all the way through before, So dont wanna miss the ending!

Stared back at college on monday. Ive got the same tutor but lots of new people in the group....
nothing more to add to that :
Media class is so different but I've still got Lucy in there with me :D
Met all the first years in dance on tuesday! No more lads, so im stuck with a group of girls D:

Had the day off yesterday (wednesday) & my muscles where killing from dance!

Nanna's rang me off holiday & told me that she's manages to get me a gold jumper!
So fancy dress is now sorted for butlins!
final things i need are

• Black trousers took into shorts for the french man (saturday night)
• Braces & Bowtie for geeks (Sunday Night)
• & french man "instant pack" the beret, neck scarf & garlic necklace (saturday Night)

Really can't wait now & its only 2 weeks on friday!

Tutor then a break then media at 2.45 tomorrow so can't really complain! Its just the getting up that I struggle with (N)

I should be asleep.... (12/09/2010)

It's 12.30am so just into the 12th of September!
I've got work tomorrow & finally finding out
If I'm being kept on or not :/ Really hope I do
Because I don't wanna go back to not having my own income!

Yesterday was the 9th year anniversary of 9/11 :(
Watched 'united 93' again and another film 'flight 93'
So many brave people on that plane who never gave up hope!
Literally sends shivers down my spine just writing about it :(

On friday (day before yesterday), went to meadowhall at about 6pm
With my mum! Got some new jeans wanted these dark ones from hollister
But just by chance I saw some in the clearence section, so saved
Myself bare pennies :p

Got the alcohol for butlins now 18 VK blue, 1 mickey finn blue,
And then chantelles getting the Litre of vodka and coke :)
Just gotta get the rest of my fancy dress and I'm ready to go (H)

Listenting to my ipod some more before I sleep!
Fingers crossed for work (yn)

3 months in 1 blog :| (07/09/2010)

WOW! Havent written since the 13th of June!
Been a long time & done a lot since then

Major Events

• 18th Birthday (24/06/2010)

Good times finally turned 18 (let the madness begin)

• 18th Birthday Party (26/06/2010)

Amazing night! Had a good time with the friends & family! Very drunk & after drinks at mine made me even worse! Thanks to all who came & enjoyed it.

• Magaluf (29/06/2010 - 06/07/2010)

Literally had the time of my life! So much stuff happened & it would take far to long to write down all the events (the ones I remember)! Highlights include, Stereo Love, We no speak americano, Arguments, Mine & leahs paraletic night (Dragging her home), Absinthe shot leading to me not being able to sit up, FOAM PARTY! So much more but it seems like a distant memory now :( Was in bed for a week when I got back felt depressed and so ill! But it was worth all of that!

• Leahs 18th Party (16/07/2010)

Another amazing night, Our first "reunion" since the almighty magaluf! I think most of us thought we was still there as we partied hard, I went a bit overboard leading to me wondering why I was sat outside for 2 hours only to find out I'd been kicked out with another group of lads! Couldnt even stand up so im not suprised tbh...... Went to an after party at Nathans & I passed out at the bottom of the stairs & woke up with 4 of us in the same bed lol good times!

• Got a Job (22/07/2010)

Finally got a job at sherwood pines! This was my induction date & started the week after! Still enjoying it to this day, but my contract ends this coming sunday :/ So don't know if I'll still be there or not. Fingers crossed!

• Mine & leahs 18th Night in town (24/07/2010)

Over a month after my birthday & a week after Leah's we finally had out night in town that we'd planned a lot earlier in the year.... This was a good night including getting walkabout T-Shirts (Ive Been Checked down under) & being the last people to leave walkabout!

• Chantelles 18th Night in town (31/07/1992)

Yet another night out! Me Marshy & chantelle went to nottingham for her bday..... First experience at Lloyds (leading to me now craving Cheeky V's all the time), Went on the swings at the "beach" while drunk. & partied in EQ, although when we tried to get back in they wouldnt let us (N) So we went to KFC and got the 3AM pronto home!

• AS Results (19/08/2010)

Suppose it was still a major day despite getting dissapointing results! Got my maths at a C grade now tho so that was the silver lining! But the grades that really mattered Media -D & Dance - D :( Got a B for my choreo but a U in the exam! Ahh well carry on next year & see what happens!

• Messy Messy Messy Night (21/08/2010)

Literally state! ahaha good times tho! stayed in a hotel with Chantelle for the night so we had somewhere to crash after. We were drunk before we even left the hotel getting to town about half 8. Went to Lloyds then rock city (which was an awful experience) spent all of 15 mins in there lol! Then went to EQ and partied till 3am downing vodka and coke's like they where going out of fashion. Can't beat that place tho, the music and atmosphere is the one! Chantelle faceplanted off a table tho which was not pretty but she was ok ahahah!

• College Re-Enroll (06/10/2010)

yesterday went back to college for half an hour : didn't even get our timetables or anything just asked us what we did over summer. Went to noodle bar and starbucks with tahlia and then met Amelia, Elliot & my Auntie for a bit and they took me home.

However brief that was Im finally up to date!

Today has been very uneventful, still feeling bogged down with my nose, Hospital hasn't replied yet for when I have to go back in! Really needs sorting because it prevents me sleeping at night.
Currently sat watching Holby City, Getting hungry but I think we're having take away tonight.

OH I also started driving lessons which i forgot to meantion! Started in June Can't remember what date off the top of my head. Got another lessons on thursday think Ive had 18 after then! Still haven't put in for me theory and really want to get in for my practical but I'm not quite ready yet. Ahh well I'll get there soon enough :D

Its that time of year again (13/06/2010)

Well its that time of year where everything gets too much!
Its not quite summer, Your still at college/school & you just wanna break up!
You loose all motivation & everything just seems poop!

But everything comes to an end, so hopefully that means good times ahead!!

The England match last night was rather boring, After ITV1HD cutting to a break & making everyone miss the goal & then the USA scored :
But at least we didnt loose right?

Today Ive been out for dinner with my mum, nice sunday roast.
Been for a drive & done reverse parking! Mum was rather impressed (H)

Back to college tomorrow :( Ive only got 1 lesson & i still feel like I'd rather die than go!
Ive also got a driving lesson at 8.15AM tomorrow morning, Which is pissing me off!
As if its that early, right before my first day back aswell!
He obviously hasnt seen me tired yet, Ill be in the worst mood imaginable!
Ive got a major lie in on tuesday tho, & I have the day off wednesday, coz
the lessons that ive finished don't have bridging Whoooop!

Guna get an early night tonght or there's no way on earth that ill get up tomorrow!

Half Term....... (10/06/2010)

Well yet again its been nearly 2 weeks since blogging!
Since then Ive had 2 weeks off college!

The Leona Lewis concert on the (02/06/2010)
Was amazing! Had a really good night with Tahlia.
Getting served at the bar also cheered me up :p

Last week I went for dinner at Frankie & Benny's with my mum.
Also another nice day, we went to meadowhall aswell (didnt stay long though)

Monday I went to Nottingham for my Maths GCSE resit exam (paper 1)
Was absolutely bricking it but I think it went ok ;)

Had another driving lesson yesterday, Went on some long trek on the A614,
5th Gear Cruising at 50mph :D
Also did reverse parking which (if you line up correctly) really isnt that difficult!

We got a puppy yesterday :D Well its not ours to keep, we're looking after it for a
friend while she goes on holiday :)

Not really done much today as we were up half the night with the dog yapping :p
Also had to take it for a poo at 5am which wasnt that much fun if I'm honest!
But now Its layed on the bed next to me fast asleep D: Meaning its going to be
awake all night & Ive gotta be up at 6.....

Got my final exam tomorrow GCSE Maths Paper 2! Its a calculator paper
so no doubt it'll be hard! At the ice arena so gotta leave earlier :(
Ive gotta get the 7.25 bus to get there for 9 :'(
But hopefully Ill be able to force myself out of bed!

I'm On The Road! (29/05/2010)

Ive finally started driving lessons :D
Had my first lesson yesterday 28/05/2010! (note to self)
And yeah it went really well!!!
Obviously he talked me through the basics but most of this I was already aware of anyway,
Then I did a mock theory and passed & a hazard perception & passed! So im already confident for the theory now :) Guna book it soon after I get back off holiday :)
We started off in forest town and as soon as I pulled off I didnt stop, drove all the way home!
Proud of myself (A)
Driving instructor said I took to it naturally, So hopefully Ill keep improving from now on :D
Just need to remeber everything Ive been taught : Which was like 9million things ahah!
Its all good tho :D Next ones on thursday So hopefully Ill have positive things to report!

Put the trampoline back up yesterday ready for today, but hell to the no its rained all day :
Luckily i got a cover now so it hasnt got wet :)
Best be sunny tomorrow need to get some tumbling moved down!

Back Online (15/05/2010)

Well just a really quick post to say were finally back online after moving house :)
Already used over a quarter of our interet usage for the month in the last 2 days :
We only have 2GB :/ hopefully itll be able to last me a month tho
coz if we go over the automatically upgrade the package to a stupid cost :@

Not doing anything today

Out to "mcaurthur glen" and for a sunday roast with mum tomorrow :)

Mr Brightside (25/04/2010)

Good day!
I've just started realsing that nearly
All of my blogs are song lyrics/names that
Have little or no relevance to what the post is about!

Anyway......
Struggling to decide what to do about next year :/
Spoke to stuart about wanting to drop film &
Yet again he was no help whatsoever
Just told me to do a mock essay & he'd mark it :|
Coz that's really guna help me decide whether to take it
At A2! I hate the subject, the only thing that's making me
Want to stick at it is that I really want to
Leave with 3 full Alevels! Whereas I'm only guna
Have 2 and a half if I drop it (N) but
Then again its not worth sticking at film if I'm guna get
A shite grade overall anyway! So that puts me off.

I haven't done anything this weekend at all literally :|
Felt kinda ill since friday night,
Spent the whole of yesterday (saturday) watching
Movies in bed. My nanna stayed over last night so her
& my mum where watching some random ass programs downstairs :p

Supposed to be going driving later with my mum,
But coz its a nice day everywheres going to be busy :@
So we might have to go pretty late when everyones gone in!

Back to media tomorrow to get the mark for our coursework!
Hopefull got enough marks to pull my exam mark up from a D to a C!!!!
If not then I will be pissed :@

Just Like Gravity (8) (22/04/2010)

Bitta Pixie Lott for the title today :p
Well today I went to college purely for tutor :(
Was some longhead trip D:
But went to cookie shake after college
With charlie & tahlia :)
Had a crunchie one today!
Tried Daime,Minstrels,Crunchie & Milkyway so far!
Milkyway is deffo my fave :D

Been to the doctors earlier & I'm finally being
Referred to the hospital after 3 years!!!!!
My nose is a joke always a blocked feeling,can't even
Speak properly half the time because of it!
So hopefully they'll find out what's wrong &
Sort it for good!!

The free alton towers tickets have finally come!
Got 2 for April the 14th or 15th (can't remeber which)
And 4 for November 3rd :|
So really terrible dates but oh well :)

Also talked about our options for next year at college today,
I've put down sociology instead of film so
Hopefully ill get onto that course and do well,
So ill have 2 A2's Media & Dance! And 1 AS Sociology!
Hoping there's no complications or ill be mad :( :'(

Right I'm watching another episode of 'pineapple dance studios'
LMFAO!!!!!

I Love Laguna!!!!! (21/04/2010)

Well I've not been home from college long,
Just ate my pizza from last night (warmed up)
Was lavelyyyy!!!!

Just got into bed and slapped Laguna Beach Season 1 on :D
The amount of times I've watched this dvd boxset
Is stupid but I miss it so much :(
So much more real than the hills!!!

So I'm guna watch this & think about what my life would
Be like if I lived in Laguna ahhhhhhh lovely!!

Laterrrrz

...via Email (20/04/2010)

I just tried to update via email,
But it was the biggest fail of my life!
Didn't work at all :(
Sticking to my browser from now on :p

Well today I finish college at 11.50 but didn't get home till 5 D:
Went into town with Tahlia & made the most of the weather
:) been quite a nice day although it was chilly in the wind :/

Sophie paid her portion of the holiday off
today aswell so everythings paid for :)
10 weeks today! Really exited now but really
need to get saving :)

Got a few exams coming up before then aswell :|
Had the house phone connected up today....
But traditionally its not working loool
we have a run of bad luck with things in this
family :)

Well that's all I've got to say for myself
So Ariva Derci!!

'Your Body Like A Carry Out' 19/04/2010

Well I've just come to the conclusion that
they need a blackberry blogger app!
After it just took 3,000 hours for me
To log in D:

Well anyway.......
Last wedneday went to see Whitney Houston at
Nottingham trent fm arena :) Despite the slating in
The press & the boo's by fans at birmingham,
She was brilliant had a really good night!
I will always love you was brilliant & I liked the
Way that she took a different take on some
Of her older songs (L) ....

This friday & saturday I didn't really do much :/
But on sunday I went to Ikea with my mum!
Love how its randomly changed from the one store to a whole
Retail park with a starbucks & allsorts! Even a frankie
& bennys :O
I got me some sunglasses from the next there aswell ;)

I've got the whole week off of media this week
While they mark out coursework before we submitt it,
So hopefully next week will be the last week! So ill have no
More AS media until september!!!!
Get a bit of a longer lie in tomorrow aswell because
I don't have to be in till 10.30 for dance :)
And finish at 12.15 so should hopefully be
Home early tomorrow depending on how long
I go to town for :)
Speaking of lie ins the longer I spend typing
My life out on here, the shorter hours I can be asleep for :(
On that note goodnight :)

First Day Back 12/04/2010

Good afternoon :)
Was the first day back at college today after half term :|
I actually feel wackeda & its only 5.40 :/
Just had a mcdonalds big mac with coke! Was peng as always!

Yesterday was stretching my box split :)
But I'm feeling the effects today :(
Guna stretch out again in a minuete aiming to get that
Bad boy back asap!!

Whitney houston on wendesday hopefully :-/
I say hopefully coz lucy & allison (my friend and her mum)
Whitney concert in manchester was cancelled (N) plus she cancelled scotland
Apparently she's got a chest infection, but I really hope
She gets better coz I despo want to go!!!!!!!!
Been exited for ages, so she best buck her ideas up :p

New house is more or less finished :)
Mums done all the painting, with some help from my nannna!
And now there's just the stairs to do, but in no rush :)

Right I'm off!
Guna watch the rest of Veronica Mars & then go watch Laguna Beach boxset in bed!
Or some film undecided D:

House Warming (06/04/2010)

Good morning D:

Yes morning! Its 2.33am don't know why I'm awake, but thats what school holidays are for right?

Well today is the day! In a few short hours Ill be moving all my stuff to the new house :)

Its actually took the piss getting everything sorted, coz obviously mum took her stuff ages ago...

But mines been here & today Ive had to pack everything up all on my own D:

Literally nothing left! All there is in my bedroom is my TV and laptop & bed!

Laptops the last thing I've gotta take down in the morning!

I'm not sad or happy to move, Just taking it in my stride, don't really feel like anythings changed to be honest! & ive moved so many times in my life it seems normal :p

Hopefully Itll all work out well tho, Im slightly closer to college only have to get one bus now, and get more time in bed plus I wont get home as late in the evenings!

Also on tuesdays will actually have time to come home in the break from 12.15 till 2.45 will only have about half an hour but still its better than nothing!

Haven't really done much since London, But got some more plans for this week......

• Today (tuesday) Moving House
• Wednesday Nip into town to put money in the bank
• Thursday Meadowhall with grandad, want a hoodie & polo top!
• Friday Meal in nottingham with the magaluff crew

Weekends still free at the moment but hopefully it won't be!!!

I'm major skitzing out over the hoodie & polo top dilemma D: It's sad really but I don't care! Clothes make me happy! Yes I am pretty materialistic & I'm not ashamed of that "Never be ashamed of something that makes me happy" Well the dilemma is...... I really want a hoodie!!!!

Ive seen a Really nice one in Republic & a really nice one in Hollister :/ The reason I want grey is coz I had a converse hoodie that I practically lived in! But it got left in the washer with some jeans and it turned yellow :( So I really want a grey one coz I think that colour suits me!

REPUBLIC (Top) HOLLISTER (Bottom)

So Im really undecided! Theres other ones in hollister aswell but that one keeps drawing my attention! I do really like the republic one aswell, but can't afford both! & the thing I'm thinking is, In a few weeks ill be able to get the republic one, if I get the hollister one on thursday! But if I get the republic one, ill have to wait longer to get the hollister one, not just because of the money but because of it being at meadowhall & I dont know the next time Ill be able to go down there!

Actually..............

Thinking about it, it kinda does make more sense to get the hollister one muahahahah!!!!

This blog has actually helped a lot :D But Im still guna try both on & see how I feel! If I like the republic one better, then I'm going to get a polo top from hollister aswell, coz the republic ones cheaper! I brought an abercrombie polo from london, but I really want as im proper into them at the moment!

Right after that little rant about clothing, Ill be off its nearly 3am & I really think I should get to sleep :)

Wish me luck for moving!

Goodnight!

I Love London (04/04/2010)

On friday I went back to the capital :D

LONDON!!!!!!!!!!!, Had a really good day despite hitting the odd patch of a torrential downpour,

Alarm went off at 4.45 D: But we was ready by half 5! The train was at 6.45 so we left at 6 to get there in time :)

When we got there, we went for breakfast in Mcdonald's and then started a walk towards the tate modern, After 5 mins we couldn't be bothered lol So we stayed around the south bank area, and walked across to westminster......

After that we got the tube from westminster, to Trafalgur squre, and went inside the national galley, Took a few snaps on the way......

We then went to Picadilly circus on the tube & then stood around for 10 mins deciding where to go, we ended up going to Covent Gardens & spending a bit of time there. Brought an "I Love London Hoodie & spent a bit of time down there!

Then we got the tube to Bond Street tube station & headed for the famous,
BOND STREET :D (L) D&G, DNKY, LOUIS VUITTON, Chanel, Diesel, You name it, every type of high end designer label was on this street, Couldnt afford a single item : But I can dream can't I?? At the end of Bond street is Burlington Gardens, Which we where heading towards for one reason, ABERCROMBIE & FITCH, The only store in the UK!!! Was amazing :D I brought an orange polo top, which I really like, & my cousin brought a Tshirt, The prices where pretty expensive, but if you like it & you've got the money you buy it right? Well I keep telling myself that :P Makes me feel better about myself.............

We then went for lunch at this nice Italian restaraunt, just off bond street, after we came out my cousin wanted a picture with the "abercrombie" bags so here it is.....

We then started walking towards bond street tube station, I was like "Stop for a second because I can't find my tube ticket" WHAT A MISTAKE! As we stopped my cousin got poo'd on by a pigeon : Looool It came falling out of the sky into her hood, loooool couldn't stop laughing, Luckily she'd brought an I Love London Hoodie, So she swapped & put that on :)

We went back to Picadilly & by this time it was almost time for the matinee of "mamma mia" to start. After mamma mia, we went back to mcdonalds for a coffe, to kill a bit of time before the train & then came home...............................

Saturday I just came home after nipping to the new house to see my mum
& today everythings already been moved out, I was going to move into the new house today, but there's stuff everywhere & mums thinks its best that I wait till tomorrow or tuesday. The new freezer is being delivered on tuesday & someone needs to be in anyway, so staying here again tonight!

I was up till 6am this morning : Sat on the computer chilling watching "boomerang" kids channel :P "sylvester & tweety mysteries" was the biz!!!!!!!! Missed that show aint seen it in years.

So yes thats me updated,

Peaaaaaaaaaaace!

"Stop Telephoning Me" (31/03/2010)

Hellooooo :)
Its now 1.15pm!!!! Wednesday 31st March 2010!
Well on monday night I got a random phone call off my cousin!
"Hey, erm just wondering do you want to come to London for the day with us on friday?"
I was like Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrm yeah sure :D Most unexpected thing but ah well :D
They're going to see mamma mia, which ive seen, but I still wanna go London so its all good!

Monday was also the last episode of glee D:
Well till the 29th April! 3 weeks with no glee!
It was actually the best episode so far! "and I am Telling you" "Rain on my parade" and "My life would suck without you" where all peng!!!!!!

Im waiting for the bath to run atm, so I can go in. Supposed to be giving blood tonight, But dno if I'm going to be able to get there! Really need to go tho because I re-arranged it last time! Am really not feeling going through this pain tho :( But Its for a good cause!

Ill probably post a blog tomorrow, coz Im staying at my aunties tomorrow & friday night! So wont be back home till saturday! Then ive gotta pack all my stuff up ready to move house on sunday....
Which I forgot to mention! The house is finally ready & the previous person is out! So we're moving in muahahahaha! Can't wait! My bed is being delivered tomorrow morning, so my bedroom will be all ready for me ot move into :)

Right gotta trot coz knowing my luck the bathrooms probably flooded :

"To Float Into Space Is Just A Thought" (24/03/2010)

Well its 11.30am, been up since 6 :| Already feel dead from dancing this week,
Sat in maths :| keep day dreaming off coz I'm so bored!!!
'There was a lot of chatting at the start of the lesson'
Errrrm NO KATH :@ she says this every week & nobody says anything!
I'm meeting Tahlia later to go to dance :(
There till 7 yet again! Need to get there at 4 to do my programme not tho :|
EXTRAAAAA!!!
I'm guna go before someone has a cow over having my phone out :|

'I Just Wanna Sing My Song,Aint Got Nothin But Love' (21/03/2010)

Keepin up with blogging seems to be a lot harder this year :/
Even tho Im on the laptop every night without fail, Always seem to forget or it gets to late :@
2009 was deffo a blogging year..........
Ah well,
Today Ive been out to where my mum is house sitting and our friends came over from derby,
Planning to go to westfield in half term :)
Had a good day and ate far too much :(

Jersey shore starts tonight :D Best live up to reviews or Ima be maaaaad!

Next Week at college may kill me :/

• Monday - 10.45 - 2.30 (As Normal)
• Tuesday - Dance 9.00 - 12. 15, Media 2.45 - 4.15, then Dance 5.00 - 7.00 :(
• Wednesday - 9.00 - 2.30, Dance 5.00 - 7.00
• Thursday 10.45 - 2.30, Sharing at 6pm till god knows when :(
• Friday College 9.00 - 12.15 Dance 1-4 :(
• Saturday DANCE EXAM! College 9am - 3Pm

So yeah its guna be mad! And my body is already acheing to the max so I'm hoping I hold out till the weekend, I will die saturday night & it will feel incredible! hahahah

Then Easter holidays Begins! 2 weeks of sleep! Loool I dont wanna waste it all tho, do want to do at least 1 productive thing!
When we go back after half term, Wednesday the 14th is Whitney Houston <3>

But that's me done for today, nothing really interesting but that's me in a nutshell (N)

Laterrrrrrr

Thursday!!! (11/03/2010)

Hello,
I'm on the way to college :)
Almost in town, got tutor then media today!
Going to get some munch for tomorrow with tahlia :)

So were going to 'move it' tomorrow in london!
Got to be at college for 7am so looks like ill be leaving
Home just before 6! Not feeling that
But I guess its better than having to go to maths & film!
The weather was really nice and sunny last weekend
And everyone though summer was actually here,
But now its gone back to grey skies and chilly :(
And me like a fool only putting a thin poor excuse for a jumper on today!

Were supposed to be filming for media project again today,m
But dno if well be able to because of the weather not being right!
Worth a try tho......
Also getting our media exam result today :|
Hoping for a B but I think that's unrealistic if I get below a C
I won't be happy (N) I didn't do the last question well only wrote like 2 lines
And it was worth 15 marks :/!!
But ah well trying to think positive there's always the resit in june! :)
Right I'm off coz I'm coming up to bus station, and gotta get a jog on if I'm gna make it to tutor on time!

"Hollywood Infected Your Brain" (07/03/2009)

Random Picture, but I really like it :) Its my desktop wallpaper, think that its really calming!

Anyway.......

Well,
The reason for the title is, ive been watching "The City" All day :)
its still on now, till 7pm whoop!

& all the watching of America just makes me want to live there more and more,

Obvioulsy if i did I wouldn't have anything compared to the lifestyle the people on these,

programmes/documentaires lead, But its still being in that space, and that culture!
Makes me sad thinking about it (N) but Im determined to go again for a long period of time,

in my mid 20's! Hopefully financially itll work out!

Been thinking a lot about things today like, why I get stressed out, Why im always tired,

and why I have next to zero motivation :/

Seems like there's a lot of negativity around me at the moment, brought on by myself!

Not sure what the cause of it is tho!

I want to plan something soon with friends, like a day out or meal or something,

now the weathers getting a bit better :) Nothing too extravagant!

So I'm guna watch the rest of "The City" and then an early night for me :)

Up at 8 for college, so a bit of a lie in!

Byeeee :)

"We're going through changes" (05/03/2010)

Hellooooooooooooooooooo
Been a while since blogging but im right in the mood for writing one tonight :)
Well a lotta things have changed in a month lol!
Nothing drastic just feelings and new shizzzz!!!

Well Leah left college on wednesday :
OH!
So im on my own lol, well not completely but its not the same without her! :@
Magaluf is paid off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So deffo going 29th June 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't wait :D
Hate college as per usual lol!
Errrrrrm
Moving into the new house within the next month hopefully :O
Can't wait, hello double bed!

Today has been so long, woke up at 5.15am 30 mins earlier than my alarm at 5.45 :
So yeah made a full week at college, another EMA :)
Errrm then had the normal lessons, Maths, Film & Dance!
Then mum picked me up straight from town & went to meadowhall!
Had a Pizza hut & cookie dough while we was there <3
She also treated me to some new tops from hollister :) Made me really happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Actually had a good time, she didnt buy anything tho :/ Which always makes me feel guilty (N)
So only just got home and it 9.05 pm : Been out the house fricken ageeeeeeeeeees!!!
Sat chilling in my PJ's watching Smash Hits channel :)
So, so, so thats all you need to know for now ;)
Gotta bounceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(H)

The Week So Far....... (18/02/2010)

Well................

Monday & Tuesday I went to college for Alevel dance, Yes its half term, but were doing practical shiz for the exam.

Nobody wanted to go in, but I think that we did more than we do in lessons & everyone's got some thing out of it.

Some pics from tuesday.....
Tuesday Part 2..............Then tuesday night went to Hooters in Nottingham for Rachel Smedley's 18th Birthday! It was a really good night!!!! Had hot wings which where amazing! & got some pics with the Hooters girls!

Heres my fave...............

That's Me, Ash & Matt!

& finally yesterday (Wednesday) went to see AVATAR 3D! It was one of the best films Ive seen! So realistic & felt more like a documentary on another planet! It was like an adventure!!!!
If you havent seen it itll sounds like im some sad freak going on about nothing, but if you have then you should understand exactly what I mean!
INCREDIBLE!

So its now getting on for 2am So I really think Im gna go to bed soon!
Goodnight All :)

Valentines Day (14/02/2010)

Lets face it. keeping up with blogging failed :(
A month and a week since my last post :/
I always forget, even tho im on the computer 20 out of the 24 hours in a day!
Tbh tho nothing much has happend,
Ill list as many things as possible:

• We've had a snow-tastrophe :( Snow continually for days on end, but luckily i think we have seen the last of it now :)
• Got my maths mark back for Module 1 75/75 :D So thats guna help with the marks im guna loose on the upcoming papers :/
• Booked a holiday FINALLY :D Magaluff 29th June '10 till 6th July '10! A week away from it all 18-30's :D Me,Leah,Jay,Talisha,Stez & sophie!
• Passed key skills

Cant think of anything else, so nothing can be that important!
So today is valentines day.... and why am I up at 4.15 am?
Well ive stayed and my cousins, and its now official that I cant sleep here.
Even since ive been little ive never been able to sleep at this house :/
Just cant get comfy, so im sat on Elliots computer as he's away biking with his dad!

Going for a meal "today" with my auntie, mum and cousin : How embarrasing on valentines day (N) But oh well doesnt look like i can get out of this one!

Currently talking to lucy who's bladdred and jst posted a blog, so I think i need to go have a read ;) Will try to post more! regular updates needed!
Laterrrr\ <3

Snow Is Falling All Around Me... (07/01/2010)

Hello,
Again haven't been keeping up with blogging *SLAPS HAND*
Well Basically SNOW! SNOW SNOW & more snow! I went to college monday and braved the weather, Tuesday I went in but had to come home early because of the weather!
I havent been in since, Its dangerous getting there plus bus's have stopped running.
High Pavement being in the middle of town (where its not bad) decide to stay open :S
Even tho half of the students cant even get into college!
Well they're loss!

I had my interview yesterday,
It went really really well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had to fill in an application form, then I was told all about the company,
then I had to have a few mins to read the "script" that the company use for begginners,
I had to read it back to the interviewer editing parts that I thort were Irrelevant,
and so that it sounded more like a conversation not just a script!
She asked "if i get the job when can I start" I said monday! She said "yep thats fine"!
So you never know tomorrow could be a big day, as she said I wont know until tomorrow!!!!!

Also supposed to be finding out about if Jay's party had the go ahead for next friday tomorrow!
So tomorrow will either be really good! Or really really bad (N) ahaha!

Weekend plan......
Saturday, Nottingham! Primark! To get the shirt for stacey's fancy dress party!
Sunday, Mansfield with Chan, Helping her find her stuff for her "painter" costume!
Shes going as a painter/ artist! So guna help her find some shizzzzzz!!!!!!

Soooooooooooooo That is my quick update for today!!!
Will try and remeber to blog tomorrow!
If not im sure you'll get over it ;)
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Routines coming back! (03/01/2010)

Whooops I just wrote the year as 2009!
I know thats Still guna catch me out!!!

Well today I havent really done much,
Stayed in bed as long as possible coz its my last lie in,
till next weekend!!!!! Seems ages away!

Had a bath in the middle of the afternoon (H)
And then cleaned my room, Like a good boy :)

Im ready for bed TBH
Im just guna make something to eat,
Then sort my bag out for tomorrow,
Then Bed time it is :)

Tirrreeeeddddd (02/01/2010)

Well I'm really tired,
In bed half asleep,

Just signing in to say that,
Went to enquire about New York today,
We can't book till 10 months before,
Which will be april!
But we've got a rough idea of price bracket &
Despo wanting to go so so far everythings on the go
Ahead :D
Short but sweet (H)
Nightttttt

New Year!, New Start!, New Blog! (01/01/2010)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Can't believe its now 2010 D:
Last year was literally a blur!

My 100th Blog post :D
Guna try and keep up to date this year ;)
I say that everytime I get behind :p

Last night I was on my own for new years eve :O
Was stange coz I'm normally with mum but she went out this time!
Watched Hootenanny as always, Bagpipes at midnight <3

Got up today at 2PM, Been watching the tele,
Watched my Michael McIntyre DVD & in the middle of watching my Catherine Tate one!

Back to college on monday, So need to start revsising for media as exams on the 13th Jan!
Need to get back into the habbit of going to bed early & getting up at like 6 again,
coz ive been sleeping halfway through the day since we broke up!

Already made plans for next weekends, going notts or mansfield with chantelle :)
Going to get some stuff to dress up as "geeks" for staceys party! Good times!
Deffo guna be out more this year!!!! Another one of my resolutions :D

Gotta put my money in my bank that's left over from christmas, Saving towards
a holiday, dunno if itll be this year or next! But I WILL go! Promised myself :D