"Hollywood Infected Your Brain" (07/03/2009)

Random Picture, but I really like it :) Its my desktop wallpaper, think that its really calming!

Anyway.......

Well,
The reason for the title is, ive been watching "The City" All day :)
its still on now, till 7pm whoop!

& all the watching of America just makes me want to live there more and more,

Obvioulsy if i did I wouldn't have anything compared to the lifestyle the people on these,

programmes/documentaires lead, But its still being in that space, and that culture!
Makes me sad thinking about it (N) but Im determined to go again for a long period of time,

in my mid 20's! Hopefully financially itll work out!

Been thinking a lot about things today like, why I get stressed out, Why im always tired,

and why I have next to zero motivation :/

Seems like there's a lot of negativity around me at the moment, brought on by myself!

Not sure what the cause of it is tho!

I want to plan something soon with friends, like a day out or meal or something,

now the weathers getting a bit better :) Nothing too extravagant!

So I'm guna watch the rest of "The City" and then an early night for me :)

Up at 8 for college, so a bit of a lie in!

Byeeee :)